Summertime

Monday, September 27, 2004

you told me that girls are weird. well, i think boys are secretive.

today was relaxing.. phew.

daniel asked us to watch him dance. i knew it would do this to me.. but i guess i was kinda hoping it'll happen. he's good. it seems as if all the girls have a crush on him. like.. ack! well, i got to dance with him. so there. :)

ever since i saw jeffery tan at fort canning i knew i wanted to work with him someday. i know i could turn it to reality. just a few steps away. i'm always making plans. looks as if i cant keep to my former promise.. but i dont care, jeffery tan is better. i think. yea..

Saturday, September 25, 2004

10:20

wonder what's up with me.. woke up at eight today. slept at five the day before. spent three hours sorting out my notes (because i promised, i rawk :)), then curled up watching bridget jones! lugged my comforter, a bunch of pillows and my kantan dog (you remb the kantan dog right?) to lie in prep for bed. what better way to go to bed than with a good movie? but i still couldnt sleep.

been watching a few actually.
-dodgeball
-stepford wives
-stuck on you
and -princess diaries 2

now i've only got a moment before we head out for a long long lunch and spend the entire day out.

shoe shopping has been futile as usual. what's up with everything? all flats. i dont like flats. i have too narrow feet. -frowns- its.. depreciation time again. so that's a valid reason right?

i bought a new jaychou cd. -grins-
i baked an eggless cake. taste: not bad
did i mention we made balmy lip gloss? verdict: nice colour, might be slightly oily for some.

thought: 1) i guess an honours isnt so bad after all. we shouldnt be too pampered. 2) i'm losing my flexibility, slightly off the ground. 3) i wanna hear ryan's song.

Saturday, September 18, 2004

09:44

weili willy. its hard to keep everything straight when you're msging both of them. confusing.

chatting with yf now. smths i feel just not ever going back for class. i mean.. the way i am now, it wont change anything. why bother try to be smth i'm not? or smth i dont look? i can only do one turn. i cant kuru. basically i cant do anything. i cant do anything looking nice. i know results dont matter. then why do i let my lousy results get to me? maybe if i did better i'd feel better. then again, she doesnt like the way i look. so i cant complain. cos neither do i. should i really just stop trying to be what i'm obviously not? then again, i got my mum to pay fees till the end of the year. that's.. a lot. so..

i shant talk about exams cos we all know how everything was. right?
havent been studying much though.. still in the holiday mood i guess. with my sisters i can get so carried away.. performing surgury, curling hair, raven and all our shows, trying to turn our swinger into an excercise machine, madison finn, the hank books, the flying lizards and of course our new gate! i'm trying to push for my version though.. i think its much more intricate looking.

i didnt get to see cbno to put my plan into action.

sephora's nice. i could just spent hours browing through it and filling up my shopping basket.

oh oh, the champaign praline mooncakes.. know the one from raffles hotel is nice! and so much for my dad commenting that since he left mda, no one has bothered with mooncakes for him. haha~ after yesterday. i admit its less.. but still quite a bit.

maf? maf.
we'll see how it goes.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

16:30

rebecca rawks. just when i was planning for tmr (i know its so last min) she gives me this list of songs that need familiarisation. nice and easy. :)

i should change my layout. but i'm lazyy.

its gone.

i like receiving msges. not those boring sort. recently i've been getting odd msges here and there that never fail to make me smile, those random ple dropping by to say hi and stuff. thanks! -beams-

dang. i didnt reply jay about the concert. but i'm sure he's used to it.. haha~

i've been thinking bout kids in special schools lately. guess it all sparked from that article, seeing the aw wa bus, walking by the dialysis center.. a little much for one day. normally i'm just so caught up in my tiny world with all the normal stuff. the apathy out there towards such kids are a little disturbing for me to stomach. i mean.. what's wrong with having austism? nothing. why do people shy away from those who dont fit into the norm. does being more common justify the status 'normal'? and if its good to be normal, then why do we look down on students from the normal stream? harness the talent. look at jaychou. change the mindset of the average person. yeah right.

indigo's star rawks. its a sequel to saffy's angel.
"feeling blue, indigo?" - tom

Friday, September 03, 2004

20:53

ooh.. melissa asked me bout khoonliat today. turns out he's her friend too!

20:41

fun. we should do this more often.
just sitting down and crapping. its like we havent talked in so long despite the fact that we see each other alot. the crazy photos. trademark. think i ate too much.. headed off with a tummy ache brewing. to think i was irritated with everyone not replying and me chasing them while trying unsuccessfully to read my notes. thanks aaron.

prac today was.. not bad considering that i only studied an hour this morning. i seriously should learn to not give in to me. had a nice lunch and went shopping too. and there was all the tv and the cute dino and all the msges in between. its like everyone chose the right moment to talk to me. then again, it seemed like no one studied for prac.

have i told you bout my traffic light kids?

really had quite a great time just now. i cant believe he's leaving. its like he just been back. we should have done this a long time ago. joseph and i planned for it actually. just that they never became reality. i wonder why we keep suanning timmy. maybe its because he's just asking for it..

i was told that someone i'm suppose to beware of was on my bus. thankfully there was no stalking. but i dont freak easily.

alright. i shall outline my itenerary for tmr. i wanna play squash.