Thursday, October 31, 2002
i want to watch singing in the rainnnnnnnnn...
i want to watch the red lanternnnn..
red lantern's coming out today..
i want to watchh...
wish i didnt have exams
wish i were richer.
was suppose to go for class today.. but i didnt. left at six thirty to catch yifen before she left and guess who i saw on the way out?
ooh, esther just called! whooppee~~ -twirL- i'm glad i didnt go for class today. apparantly mr cheong was asking around for pple who would be going jc next year. he plans to brainwash all of us into going to nj. and tt is the last thing i need. i need to stop convincing myself tt nj is alright. i should go to hc. its better. thought bout this for a loooonng while today. i was bored on the bus. i mean, hc is the better choice, the courses are better. my head says hwa chong. but my
chiyon ish nice. he loves stars. and he keeps asking me to aim for rj. esp when he knows its like... impossible?
amazing race rawks! ok, so it doesnt. the only reason i watch it must be for derick and drew. omg, they're damn cute. -squeall-
Wednesday, October 30, 2002
nj of hwa chong?
yifen says nj.
oh help.. i dont understand why i'm so perturbed by it all of a sudden. i mean.. i never really cared. its so long till we have to decide anw. tt's what i tell everyone. and here am i distracted by it. if i go to nj, pple will laugh at me. i mean.. they already are at me even considering. a few days ago i was talking to ynay.. and this is yn ay here kkkk.
me: "you apply already right?"
her: "yah, i put ac second.."
-yadayadayada-
me: "nj of hwa chong?"
her: "nj? -pause- -walkwalkwalk- why??? -hint hint nudge nudge- cos of anastasia righttttt.. -hint hint nudge nudge-"
me: " -_-................... no, cos i want to join syf."
her: "dont bluff la... i knowwww... -hint hint nudge nudge-"
grr... this is yn ay here k. and you know how nice she issssss... leonie said the same thing too.. :( and i foresee much more. but i really want to join syf... to bad its in april, which means i'll have to stay. jialing nearly freaked when i asked her to choose between the two. "nj!?! -gasp- why?? -gasp- go hc la... duh. please ok.. nj's so.... -worried look-" my concerned jnr.
anw, i'm nuts to be bothering bout all these now. rae, i thought of you today.. and i tried to imitate your handwriting. harhar. but only certain words resembled them. :) then i was drawing various pictures of princesses. -wHee!- then clowns.. -bOinkk- then eyes.. then fishes.. you get the idea. super distracted. highly unproductive. oh someone help... i was playing with crayons too!! oil pastels rawk! then i helped my sister make a sword for her halloween party tmrw. and yifen called to aske one seempleee question, and we ended up talking for one hour. sigh. i suck right... cant believed i agreed to go for class tmrw. -kill me-
Tuesday, October 29, 2002
i'm damn bored now.
bahh...
anyone knows anymore albums? i want to see picturesssssssss..
someone quick go upload our grad ones.
i've asked my mum to go develop mine :D
yo.. check this out. the dog has a...erm.... nice name. :)
i cant decide what i want.. can i just tell my aunt i want..everything?
prac was ok today. no circuits came out!!!! yayyy!! -dances- i'm so happy i can do a dance.. -dancing- yayy!! our teachers rawk! mrs chua was telling us.."gurls, dont be scared.. you can do it, it'll be finee." :) and mr shone was... -thinks- he has a loud voice. rather awful though. he has clear blue eyes. very clear.. transparent. his are so unlike mr elise's. mr elise's are sort of greyish blue and cloudy. but mr shone's are nicee.. ahah~ i'm mad. anw, i must be the only one who got a value smaller than 1.4. everyone else got 2.1, 1.9... the teachers got around 2.8. and what did i get? 1.39. i must be pretty screwed. ahah...... -sneer- i'm just glad circuits didnt come out. neither did any precaution.. after all the "ensure tt the bob is oscilating in a vertical plane..." and the "place the pins far apart, more than 5cm, to minimise the number of possible light rays drawn though" and huiyi's favourite, " replace the block on the line so that the angle of incidence will be true for the entire experiment", none of us could show off our mugging skills. bahh.. i was so frantic before the thing cos i realised tt i knew none of these. -wriggLe- and i didnt take average for my l. i mean.. i measured twice, but i didnt write down the second time. grr... same dumb mistake. there goes my one mark. -wince- but at least i managed to finish the prac. and my refractive index was 1.51.. round off, 1.5!! i'm so pleased. finally one accurate prac. phew! and i didnt even have to change any values!! yipee~~
our invigilators today sucked. she spoke so softly we couldnt hear anything.. then when i requested for her to repeat she said, "i am repeating", with a look of mock amusement plastered on her face.. and we still couldnt hear a thing. -glare-
i just hope i dont screw my paper now.. and tt the minor mistakes will be overlooked. same goes for bio too.. sigh, i realise i always screw the first prac. -frown- pretty worried bout ss. my ss sucks.. i got a twenty seven for the post prelim paper. sucks.. help!! how do i study ss? helpp... i'm damn scared of it. dont even dare to pick up my book. hopeless right? someone help... and my english needs rescuing too. i just hope i can do well for the both of them. the rest i can five choose four, five C four. so less scary. -blinkk-
nj or hwa chong?
hwee says hwa chong.
i wish i had done better.
then i wouldnt be in this dilemma
Monday, October 28, 2002
Who are you?
eh... ok. you know this isnt me.. but...~...hey, so i have a negative IQ. told you... :)
-yawn-
i'm tired.. i'm bored.
havent studied fer prac yet.
cant prac be another day?
i want to sleep..
bahh..
i suck.
i get bored of pple easily. it sucks.
other than a few closer friends..
i cant talk to pple for too long.
succkkyy.
miss yeo rawks!
hope i get a nice testimony. :)
Saturday, October 26, 2002
was suppose to go home with bry.. but decided to go for icecream instead. and guess who i saw.. the rj guy who kicked-the-table-kicked-the-chair. ahah~ if only bry was there.. i'm sure she remembers him. she was telling me tt he was quite creepy. bah.. saw him at the busstop yesterday. the cat's-eye-glasses guy. no wonder he looked familiar tt day. baby, si huan and kim hong were so nice. waited with me for my bus.. see how well i brought up my baby? heh~
the first thing my mum said when i reached home, "so early arh? i thought you would be returning at twelve." (it was eleven) my mum knows my style.. -good :)- told bry it wasnt late.. heh~ and i walked up on my own. -beam- haha, its as if i accomplished smth great. my father was getting ready to leave. his driver was fixing the car. apparantly its tire was punctured. but it took too long, so he abandoned it halfway and took ours. heh~ my father's been travelling alot lately. bry's dad is leaving tonight too i think. this is like the third time in a month? that's alot.. considering the fact tt he seldom travels. he has to reach the airport by eleven thirty latest to catch his flight at twelve ten. hope he makes it.
shumin gave me cookies. she baked them herself. nice. i have a nice angel. heh~ eightdots' jnr noe? haha~ wonder if anyone remembers tt. hmm.. didnt see her today. she was late and i had to go to the lt. so.. bah. sadd. wanted to talk to her. wanted to take a picture with her. but she's still nice to remember me right? my jnrs didnt. ahah~
and i ran out of film halfway! -hmph!- didnt get to take a photo with miss yeo..mrs wong..nanafu and miss lee. aiyahh.. but i took one with weilin though. yay! my camp one didnt turn out. oh! forgot all bout laoshi too. she's nicee.. i banged my head with miss yeo's today and we had synchronised ouches. ahah~ could see mrs ang and mrs ng laughing at me behind :/ today's a fun day..too bad it ended so early. bahh... wish i could show you all the pictures i took. -wriggLe-
going to school earlier later to meet shumin.. wonder what she wants to see me for. maybe she'll punch me cos she failed her phys? ok.. hope not. but this is sadd.. last day in school. canteen'll be close. ah.. sadd. last time we get to be students. last time we get to be a class. last time we get to cheer our class cheer. glad i'm sitting next to bird and jas later. and zhi and i can jio each other over sihuan.. ahah~ funn... yet sad. mixed emotions. bahh.. it should be a happy day. hope the sec threes sing loudly. lalala~ go tell all ur jnrs to sing loudly! ok, shall go find my pic now.
-yum- the banana in my bag yesterday has ripen even more.. more starch converted to glucose. hence, softer and sweeter. and its just ripe. it was emiting.. er.. banana aroma i just couldnt resist it. and when i peeled it the skin came right off.. just the way it supposed to. wonderful. my bag has optimum conditions for bananas to ripen.-yum- and its so soft and yummy now! yippeee!!
haha.. was just reminded of sihuan and her "banana" yesterday. ahh.. she's so so bad to my jnr! -laughs- banana rawk! -bananas of the world unite- wonder if she's still....banana-ish
gene kelly is so awfully talented. ah... he's so good looking too. ahh... i want to go watch singing in the rainnn. i want....
Friday, October 25, 2002
hahaha.. the green is so blinding. hahaha.. -evil laughter-
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double herms. but who cares.. -shrug- :)
Thursday, October 24, 2002
miss congeniality rawks! she has a cute boss. -squeal!-
drew and derick are so cute too..
ahh... its a happy day :)
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the funniest thing i've heard today. "gurls.. this is an exam, not an excursion."
i changed my mind. female invigilators arent so bad after all. when i went up to get the dichromate today, she asked me what i wanted and took it for me even though i was like only two steps away. then while she was collecting the scripts, i was doing some last minute checking on my calculations. when she reached me she asked me, "are you done?" and i was.. but if i wasnt i'm sure she would have let me do some last minute changes before collecting. miss yeo said, "stop already stop already" the previous time i was checking. heh~ and she told us to be careful and not let the manganate dirty our uniforms. nice.. maybe its because she saw zhi trying to reduce the iron (III) on her hongzi. or perhaps its because she caught me making multiple swirly patterns on the sink. its so much fun k.. let the rubber tip oscilate and dot the sink with purple swirls.. -wHee!- but it was a rather bad idea.. the tap tube couldnt reach it to rinse them off.. heh~
our teachers rawk! everything came out. all except the neon green ppt. and there was no iodide.. was there? i love iodide.. shiny golden spangles, white ppt in brown soln.. arh.. the gross neon green ppt. ewww... is iron (III) pale orange? i didnt write dichromate(VI), nothing was deducted during prelim.. i should be pretty safe right? wonder how kim hong did. hope she finished the calulations. she better.. grr.. will ask her tmrw :) -wHee!- should i go fer class later?
heyo jasmine~~~
now physique is left. hope i dont screw tt..
Wednesday, October 23, 2002
add the RA into the burette. pipette 25.0 cm3 of OA in to a conical flask. if not acidified, add a testtube of sulphuric acid. add a testtube of KI. you should get a reddish brown solution. titrate the OA with the RA till the reddish brown solution fades to a pale yellow. add three drops of starch indicator. this will give a deep blue solution. continue to titrate slowly till one drop or RA causes the blue colour to disappear leaving a colourless solution. record ur results. repeat as many times as you consider necessary to acheive consistant results.
ack. i feel so unconfident about chem. hope i dont screw up too badly. i'm no longer glad. ackkk. i'm so scared. didnt really study.. couldnt concentrate much. -guLp- hope a normal question comes out.
Tuesday, October 22, 2002
-scratch-
i have nine mosquito bites..
-scratch-
help.......i'm dying here!!
why are all the mozzies trying to mate with me?
it was dark just now.. i walked right into the door of my parents' room. -ouch- -rubb-
-pOut- he called me siao!! -whines-
i'm not siao kkkkkkkk...
-pOut-
what's wrong with drawing the whole stupid kiwi..
very siao meh?
-buahhhhh- -crys-
euughh.. i am an idoit. i just spent a twenty five minute conversation on my phone. and i'm at home. eugghhh...
all the pple online now are my classmates. -beam-
except yunhua.. but it doesnt make a diff does it.. -wHee!-
exams are here!! :)
jay chou ish nice.
i realise tt i only listen to it during exams.
came home and digged up the cd.
now its blasting.. so nice
it reminds me of how cute he is -squeal!-
talented.
i love my class photos.
if only i looked better.
my hair's so messyyyyy!
i looked nice in the sec four one though.
but you'll have to use a.. a hand lens to see it.
-laughs-
maybe tt's why i look nice
my mummy: "who's the teacher dressed like tt.. wearing smth..-pointpointpoint- so funny.."
me: which one...
"the one wearing the....-searches for a word-"
"-glance- the one in the middle?"
"yah.."
"oh, tt's the principal"
eh.. my mum says i'm screwed. i was telling her bout prac. i mean... since when do you get mother's like tt? heh~
anw.. i hope i dont do too badly. cant believe it.. its not like my eyes are super small or smth. i mean.. if i were leona.. then at least there's a reason. gah.. but i'm not. how can i be so cok eye! ahah. and it was a kiwi. heh~ i didnt realise till we walked out of the lab. we should get more male invigilators. they treat girls very nicely.. remember chinese? yeah.. today's one was fine. quite nice.. he came to give me an extra dropper.. but like.. too late? ahah~ he was pretty nice. pretty and nice. ahah~ sopke to me in such a gentle voice.. and he was sitting behind looking at my prac. -wriggLe- ok tt wasnt exactly nice. didnt like it when he talked bout writing names before the time was up. grr... irritating. i hate it when teachers do things like tt. anw. dumb me cut the potato wrongly cos it was so soft and kept stretching. in the end i drew lines on the potato before cutting. but it was the last piece so the damage was already done. ack! then my graph was a weird shape and it pointed up at the end as a result. uneven strips wad.. and stupid me didnt think of changing values. what is wrong with me? i always change my values.. gahh. then i read the ques wrongly for the kiwi and went to draw all the seeds. do you know how many million seeds there were? ahah~ then i realised i forgot the funicle so i went back and squeezed a tiny funicle in the tiny pathetic thing. my drawings were big as usual, thanks to my wonderful lappartner for training me. i didnt have space for magnification. gahh.. i didnt label a loculus cos i couldnt remember if they had one. and i counted the seeds for all four quarters. bahh.. talk about not reading instructions. i'm soooo smart. -cuRtseY- anyhow, prac was fun. went i walked into the lab i couldnt help but smile. so fun!! just tt the curtains were drawn and it was a leetle dark. and the sec2s were making quite a lot of noise outside. i'm sure its them this time round. the kiwi smelt so nice.. while i was mashing it up, i was so tempted to eat some. remember the onion soph? and the potato looked like mango. it looked like soap. halfway through i wondered what it would be like if i rubbed it on my arms pretending it was soap and tt i was bathing. then i started laughing. i get distracted easily huh? i was also trying to figure out whether the invigilator was a english teacher or chinese teacher.. -hmm- maybe tt's why i read the questions wrongly. ahah~ so fun prac! i didnt draw a curve too.. just joined all the points using a ruler. screwed.. i'm pretty screwed.. but i dont care. there's nothing i can do bout it.. at least i had fun right? :D hope i dont screw my chem too
yo! hello tintin! :)
Monday, October 21, 2002
now i finally understand what sihuan means.. miss lee is so nnice!!!!! -squeal- aaaahhhhhh.... she's so nicee.. -sings- and she's my teacher... lalala~~
she has the same ringtone as me noe? :) same phone too tt means... heh~ lalala... -hums-
she said, "know nicki's cousin.. he's strong."
-blank look-
"remember the rv dancer? dunno what his name is.. anw, remember? he's damn strong k. he nailed me arm wrestling..."
i pondered for a while. "rv dancer? i thought he was in ncc or smth.."
"no.. dance. the one the chinese super zai one..."
"oh.. the tall tall quite cute one issit?"
"yah."
"dance wad.. and rv guys must be very strong to lift the rv girls.. heh~"
"-laughs- you're so..-laughs- badd.."
i love milk. -yum-
Sunday, October 20, 2002
ergh.. my gbook is pretty screwed. -frown-
save it someone..
Saturday, October 19, 2002
gah.. come to think of it. open houses are not fun. the only fun part is seeing pple and getting to be with them. heh~ i want to plae hockey.
i have effective thrombokinase.
Friday, October 18, 2002
indignant. himpf!! rj doesnt want to accept liquan. this is so baad. did they ask her? i think they did. this is so bad. think she turned down nj and hc cos of them.. and now they dont want to accept her. unfair!! thsi is so badd... how can they be like tt. she didnt do very badly wad. only higher than a few pple.. but its good leh. how can they be so baddd... looks like their track will never win in tt case. this is none of my business i know.. but.. so baddddddddddddd
saw chermain today. -_- pretty!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! long time since i last saw her.. -squeal- words cant describe how i feel. its so nice to see her. :) just like seeing rain. :) rj open house wasnt something fantastic. it wasnt what you would call fun actually. just saw pple around.. and though i see them practically everyday, its still nice. talked to weilin after a longlong while.. forgot what it was like to talk to her. heh~ then the usual.. op, ven, my classmates... and it was fun! talking to them. heh~
ratings.
potential snrs: nice pple. as usual. not as nice as nj and hc. zeeeroo good looking ones. a pity huh.
school spirit: surface united. deep down clique-sih. dont ask me why or how, its just the way i feel it is. everyone knows nearly everyone.. but its all on the surface. sucky cheers.. ok, shall not be so mean.. not-much-to-be-desired cheers. heh~
school compound: urghhhhh... small. great ventilation. nice layout. old. small. small classrooms. no aircon. old. small. dim. small. small. ulu. did i mention small?
school hours: -shrug- guess its no longer a deciding factor huh?
ecas: not fantastic.. but can la. doesnt beat hc.. duh~ but quite a sufficient variety. the eca pple were unfriendly though. :(
overall: 5.2/10
comments: but the sec4 batch this year looks quit promising.. that means...-thinks- my peers! :) ahah~ its real small. minus the field, its about the size of ny.. which is extremeeeeely small. so, yah. and its ulu. toilets not tt bad la. the one i went to was passable. our guide was real funny.. and i was suaning him. cant believe myself k. but he thought i was from netball. so.. yeah. i should have let my didi guide me. our guide kept running off halfway and i could tell he was quite impatient with me. -shrug- didi was bored.. he offered. and he was comforting. ahah~ anw, despite all this. i want to go to rj!! -screamm- no school spirit, but i want to go there. weird right? somehow there's this suction force tt's pulling me over. too bad li bu chong xin. ohohoh.. and wind-surfing
hc seems nice. when you step in you can see the hyped. when you walk further in you can feel the hype. everybody seems so close knitted and so warm. just like an extended family. guess that's what they called school spirit. its nice. but somehow i dont find it appealing. i mean, its nice. seriously. but i dont desperately want to be part of it. sigh.. saw rain and a few snrs today. looks like not alot of pple are in hc. so i guess that means tt i'll be seeing new pple if i go there. this puts it in line for competition against the other schools. there was one chior guy who tried to pull me in. hellooo... me? choir? i highly doubt so. and my dearest friends just walked away, leaving me stranded with him. hey! so much for protecting me huh? then there was another who tried to pull me in to huang chen. he sort of outlined my whole life for me.. "when you come to hc, you can .....yadilalor.. then you can join chinese society!" and that was the words he used. chineeeeese society. -ponder- herm. -thinks- you were saying? then there was this h and f girl who said i should join them because i looked "very muscular".. its it like their eyes got stamp or smth? -ahah- its nice.
ratings.
potential snrs: nice pple. quite on. but running low on.. the.. er.. aesthetically appealing ones. :) a bunch of pretty friendly peeps.
school spirit: high. its the school to go if unity's what you want. the whole school know each other.
school compound: big. big. big. not as big as nj, but big enough. the new part is nice... and the school is well shaded. gives a very spacious feel though its comparatively smaller. facilities look good. aircon class rooms. nice canteen food. warm, friendly feeling. abit like ny, add the aircons and minus the fact tt it doesnt look good at night. :)
school hours: i have no idea. depends on what subs you take i guess
ecas: can do. not fab.. but i guess you cant find fab eca's in jcs. dont know bout acheivements. they seem to have a wide spectum of it. dance needs help.
distance: optimum. what can i say.
overall: 8/10
comments: the open house doesnt say much but i guess it reflects what sort of lives the pple have - happening. one problem.. cant get in. :(
no words can describe how i feel now. i didnt even know there was such an emotion.
-dang!- i should have said he was my boyfriend right? tt would have.. er.. made his day. embarrass him in front of his friends.. dont think they remember me. it'll be a good one right? wasted. now it'll be hard to get another opportunity like this. when andre asked, "who's he? your brother?" i should have forced my didi's eyes to roll. wasted.
Thursday, October 17, 2002
ouch. i have eight glowing read bumps on my toes.
my ankle was hurting terribly before class for no apparant reason. i had to wear my ankle guard before class hoping desperately tt it'll be fine by the next few minutes. i was so tempted to get a can of ankle spray k. it was just like... eight feet away only? urgh.. and i have two reddish bruises on my foot. yifen sat on them too hard today.
bubbletea rawks!
long time since i last drank some. less than halfway through class i was literally dying. all i could think of was getting ice cold sugared tea. yum. the closest i could think of was the one at bk which was hardly it. i'm so thankful cuilian mentioned bubbletea. forgot all about it! the last time i drank some must be last year during rehersal where we would go for our much worshipped bubbletea breaks. even so, it was the begining of rehersals, before we changed to having smoothies. -yum- of cos, its not only the ice cold bubbletea tt makes the whole trip ever so exciting. heh~ but i'll ruin my reputation or whatever's left of it if i continue. :) so... guess only xm and bell or whoever's interested, (but i highly doubt so), will ever get to hear of it. heh~~ -brainfreeze!-
just reached home.
i'm sooooooooo thankful my sister was with me today. smth scary happened to me today. -screech- i was at the busstop waiting for the bus and then there was this two rather 'beng' looking pple. i was telling my sister what she shd do fer her art exam tmrw. telling her how she should single out the tones and repaint them in totally diff colours..then invert them and embed her name in it.. yadilada. anyhow, the bus came so we walked towards it. i subconciously took my phone out intending to send a msg. while we walked to the bus, i realised tt the guys were behind me, and they said smth which i cant remember. anyhow, they were like...intending to stalk me? eeps! i literally froze k. i mean..it was dark and i didnt need this. i forgot who i was suppose to send the msg to. one of them was reading my msg.. which made the whole thing so worse. doubleeeps! he sort of said, "after you" when we were getting up the bus and i ignored it, assuming he was talking to his friend. -phew!- hope i did the right thing. on the bus he stood next to me and was like telling his friend how he should lose his balance and all.. you dont need to know the awful details. :/ i scooted a few feet away. all i could think of doing was talk to my sister. so i talked and talked. acting as if they never existed. luckily they didnt have time to get down the bus at my stop. so i'm still alive. i would have died if they did k.
Wednesday, October 16, 2002
tmrw we shall all eat in the canteen! last meal.. well, not really. still have next friday. it will be our last chance to savour the wonderful canteen food. i like it. the canteen food ish quite nice actually. :)
great. its eight thirty and what have i completed today? nothing. just great huh? someone teach me not to waste my timee... argh. the alchemist. such a wonderful story. first thirty pages and already i'm addicted to it. ay is so nice to lend me the book till "as and when you finish" :)
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
just finished reading the whole history of my dragonfly blog. i'm so cute. had a real great laugh at myself. esp the first few entries. records of happy memories.. and sad ones which are not sad at all. ahah~ and know what? i realised tt she promised to change her hairstyle. hmphf! doesnt look very "changed" to me.. -taps foot- i am getting impatient. when will it ever change! arghh... ahah~ anw, i am so amusing. i am so cute. i am so bhb.
science is for those who want to be professionals.
humanities is for those who want to be politicians.
Monday, October 14, 2002
urgh!!!
-stamp- -pound-
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urgh!!!
i feel like killing myself!
urgh!!!
but of cos you know i wont. i'm far too lazy for tt
bendy rule, bendy rule... where is it? clara needs it fer her paper tmrw. baby, is it with you? -scratch-
argh.. i know i like the rain. but not today. spoilt my plans. -frowns-
Sunday, October 13, 2002
yifen is so niceee... -sings at the top of my voice- -cuRtseY- just got off talking to her for over an hour. cant remember how it evolved to be as such. -ponder- all she wanted was to make
oh yah, who has my bendy ruler? clara wants to borrow. -hollers-
momento. momento.
eeps eeps eeps.
i'm late
dang! i should have danced with her yesterday right? i'm sure she'll remember at least one of them. wasted. if not.. i can always ask cindy..if she has learnt them and remembers them. but i'm sure she will.. she has a good memory. yesh. -nodd- sigh. i feel like prancing about. bOinkk. anw she will definately dance with me.. ahah. she likes to and she's not easily embarrassed. remember the glass doors at hmv? yesh. -nood- gahh.. no one to dance with.. unless you count yunhua. but i dont see her often now and she doesnt like to embarrass herself. boo.. and stoopid yifen cant remember the steps. rachel too. :( i have too much energy today. couldnt stop doing grand jetes from one end of the landing to the other. wHee!
Saturday, October 12, 2002
-squeal- my didi is so niceeeeee....
i need help with english, fiziks and bio. grr.. ss too
no of pple who asked me to go nj: 4. anastasia, my sister, my mum. miss mccully. note: not even cindy, mr cheong, nor the three guides tt showed us around. not even my friends. heh~
nj seems nice. i'm not tt -wowed- by it. the people are nice. but i hope their school spirit's great though.. then maybe i'll consider. the dances are good. maybe i'll have to join dance again.. all the other ecas dont seem tt fantastic. maybe i'll join greenlink, interact club or the digital thing-whose-name-i-cant-remember. nj doesnt seem super fun though the nj pple said it was. i mean, some of them had to.. and the others... well, it must have been very fun for them. cindy says its ok. note: ok does not equal good. and i trust her judgement. anastasia says its "not bad" note: not bad does not equal good either. but she said she'll "take care" of me. -rOll eyes- yeah, i'm sure she will. please la.. she'll be busy. the swimming guy was not bad. ahah. wanted to give me a trophy. heh~
ratings.
potential snrs: passable. friendly. nice pple. talk alot. can do
school spirit: not as great as ny's
school compound: big. hot. no homely feeling.
school hours: long. too long
ecas: passable. not too great, but enough
distance: a little far but will do
overall: 6.5/10
comments: will go there if rj and hc doesnt appeal. so far, options are still open. hope more nice pple will go there. nice is a prerequisite for everything.
what was said about nj to me: "so how's nj? nice? did you see any cute guys?" - a very curious mrs ong - "your standards too high already la.. -thinks- must be all study study too much right? all from chinese high?"
Friday, October 11, 2002
a which emotion are you quiz
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wHee! looks like smth my mum will draw. ahah
ouch. i just bump my bruised knee really hard on the table. all because i was kicking and screaming so super hard!! ahhh!! went to mouse's blog again and i really couldnt resist it. i mean, what if i really was.... what she is? (cant bear to say it out) so i just decided to do it for fun cos i was positive tt i wasnt. then i could go and go and rub it in to christy and xm tt i wasnt! but i did it.. and... i want to scream. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!! you'll never -roll eyes- guess what i am. click to find out babes. and i decided to be truthful and not alter the erm.. result.
i probably suffer from some kind of weird heart disease. i'm feeling sleepy too often. i mean, how can i sleep at eight the night before and fall asleep in class? this just doesnt make any sense. today i fell asleep during geog test. argh.. i cant believe it. so amusing. and what time did i sleep last night? nine. didnt do anything at all except watched a few minutes of soccer.. -beam- my ouxiang. he rawks k.. so utterly talented. -beamm- so how could i possibly even be tired. its not like i stayed up the previous night.. slept at eight then. urghh. must be the poor blood circulation, leads to low concentration of oxygen supplied to brain and cells, leads to low rate of respiration, leads to little energy, leads to feeling of lethargy. i'm wasting my time away. i just hope i dont fail too badly. -squeeze- going out later. yay! -jumps-
Thursday, October 10, 2002
-yawn- just woke up. -stretch- erps. how did you know it was me.. i thought i was pretty in·con·spic·u·ous. hrmm.. oh well. -shrug- all the best dude.
yayy! just reached home, and i bought new colour pens! yayy... and guess what? huiyi told me tt the nj open house is this sat! double yayy! so funn. its weird, but i'm actually excited. right. excited over....n j ? hrmm. anw, yayy! i shall go find cindy. -beam- this is going to be fun. yifen's going in the afternoon though. :/ chuilian's going fer the vj one. why isnt she interested in nj? blinkk. maybe i'll get to see changyi. kewl. wonder who else is planning to go. the more the merrier! whoppiee! i'm so sorry i'm hyper. rachel was quite mad at me today i couldnt stop jumping. -inno- she said she wanted to punch me. -biSh- but how can i not? so funn.. its a happie daee. grade seven is interesting. not as wonderful as six, but still ok for now. :) today while doing the excercise for the second time, i was reminded of anastasia. ahah. she said it was her favourite. i can see why - full of jumps. but that was like.. three years ago? and i can still hear her hum its tune. -shiver- this is a lil' creppy eh?
guess what? component force isnt in out exam! i dunno if i shd rejoice or punch the table. i used to hate components last year. all my physics worksheets were done by daddydearest. which probably explains why i always got ten. :) "so easy.. just resolve the component la!" tt's what he'll always say. and finally i decided tt this cant go on and started to learn my work. the result? i can do components pretty well. spent quite a bit on it. and now? i neednt really. sheesh
Wednesday, October 09, 2002
i'm going to have tim sum for supper. wonderful.
gah. i am a real lousy person, noe tt? yea, i probably guess you do. smths i just wish miss yeo doesnt have to talk to others in front of me. just let me live in self-denial wont she? today i was reminded of the goals i made almost a year ago..say minus a week or so. grr.. still remember telling sihuan tt i wanted to get a good progress award or an excellence in math/science one since its easier to get. but how many did i get? neither. -fume- then i remembered tt during midyears mrs ang said tt if they gave an award for it, i would have gotten one fer the humanities. but now, -curtsey- :). i just love myself. always sucking where it matters. i mean, who cares if i excel under normal conditions where no one even bothers right?
Tuesday, October 08, 2002
all done! yayy.. -applause- but i destroyed my star a little. shh.. gah. no mood to study ss now.
whoopee doo.. i was wondering why melia didnt write to me. then i realised tt she did. and it was my turn. oops? so i decided to write her one. i mean.. i am writing one to her now. my stuff is all over the place, i looked literally high and low for a card. wonder where my random stashes of cards went to. anw, i found some but remember tt i had given her similar ones to her before. so the hunt continued. and finally i found a pretty one. i decided to give her a star too.. so tt she'll get many stars in her papers! yayy!! heh~ and clever me decided to write her name in fabric paint on the front. now i cant continue cos it takes ages to dry. smart me. grrr... and i still have ss to study. blink. retest tmrw and i havent started yet. argh, the thing is taking so so long to dry
Monday, October 07, 2002
miss sam has nice fingers too. demure and delicate. and that ivory complexion of hers accentuates that even more... like those made from porcelain. fragile. precious.
Sunday, October 06, 2002
sexy fingers.sexy fingers.sexy fingers. sexy fingers.sexy fingers. sexy fingers.sexy fingers. sexy fingers.
ohh wow, he has nice fingers. yeah~ :)
adorable
Saturday, October 05, 2002
I'm Hello Kitty Star Fairy! made by:Jen
heh~ by j en. heh.
what's your inner flower?
[c] s u g a r d
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i want to be a cherry blossom. nice name, nice picture. i dont want to be some flower of malaysia. :(
ahah. i'm david. this is really funny. i'm david. get it? xm's david too.. but she's more david than me. -winkk- ahah~
its quizz day.
-whee!- -hwee!- ahah. i'm so -whee!- now. i dont know how to describe how i feel.. due to my utterly lousy english. haw. but its not going to stop me from going -whee!- reading what xm and rae wrote made me go -whee!- ok rae, i shall try to stop feeling lousy. actually fer our school its quite good already rite? so is tt of most pple. but what to do, we're being compared to other pple.. -pOut- and it doesnt help tt we have a mean school. ok, so maybe not tt mean.. but meaner than most other schools. anw, in order to not feel lousy bout myself, i have decided not to read smart pple's blogs. yesh. decrease contact with smartasses, decrease feeling of self resentment. -wriggLe-
| You are
Jen Yu |
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| You are Jen Yu from Crouching
Tiger, Hidden Dragon. You are beautiful, skilled and rebellious, the epitome of the young and restless. The life you're forced to lead bores you, so you find amusement in more dangerous things. You are very cocky, but inside you're really just troubled and confused. |
Which movie heroine are you?
Thursday, October 03, 2002
the bruise on my knee is so ugly. it has been four days and it hasnt dissappeared yet. :( the closest is tt it has shrunk to cover only half my knee. urgh.. i dont recall bumping into anything. it just appeared out of the blue one day. it was red and covered my entire knee cap. the next day it was purple in the morning.. and by the time i reached school it was gone. the third day it was a shade of light brown and hurt a little. tt was the day i was walking around on my knees.. quite uncomfortable. today the edges are less define and there is a round purplish gray spot in the middle. oww.. yifen sat on it today. the bruise has lost its appeal. it is no longer amusing. it has started to become quite embarrassing. i didnt dare to strip today.. for fear of being er.. exposed. -g- ooh.. there is a uniform row of red bumps on my toes. cooll... no wonder it was hurting terribly today. :) and guess wad, my ankle hurt today. after a month of being silent and asleep, it has finally decided to awake. and it had to choose today. urgh.. didnt bring my ankle guard. had to try so hard to resist the urge to buy ankle spray. sihuan says its not good fer me. :|
its a happie day!! :) -sings-
hmm.. this girl should really change her password.. or maybe not. think our whole class is using her user name to login. ahah. 00..sec2 is she? but then again, we're not printing anything, and even if we do, it doesnt make a difference.
Wednesday, October 02, 2002
whoppee!! how did they know i just love the mclaren? ah.. i am so happy. :) :) :))) lalalla... so maybe they didnt have a good year this year. not as reliable as ferari. but hey, i like wad.. who cares? heh~ too bad my fav is not racing anymore. but..ahhh... i am a mclarenn -sings- -bOunces-
So, which Formula 1 Car are you most like?
"of cos it stinks, if not it'll be call air.." - my baby sister
tengkok got seven. smart. i have given up feeling lousy about myself and am starting to feel happy for everyone else. not tt i wasnt happy before, its just tt it wasnt a strong feeling? today clara and i were talking during math and momo shushed us up. being the idoits tt we are, clara started imitating momo and would shh.. even before i could barely say the second word. expectedly, it cracked the three of us up. we were talking bout how in primary school we would colour all the pictures of our math script.. remember when we had to bring colour pencils in and "colour the third ball blue"? yupp, we were discussing the various things we did during exams. clara would colour each picture nicely on every page, while i would flip to the last blank page and draw a nice picture.. and mo would shh.. ahah~ anw, deciding tt we would cont with our work since there was only ten minutes left, i took out a fresh sheet of paper and went.. " ready, get set.. go!" where i promtly scrambled to flip the cover page, rumage under the stack of papers to locate my pencil, and write the number one. very funny meh? but clara laughed very hard. and as usual, i did her.. "not funny wad, very funny meh?" thing. she responded by setting her face straight and said nonchanlently, "no. -pause- not funny wad. very funny meh? very funny meh?" by then, the corners of the lips were begining to twitch upwards. so i couldnt resist and did the zhiping thing.. "if its not funny then why are you laughing?", i said. "i'm not lauging wad.. who says i'm.." she didnt finish her sentence. she flung her whole body backwards on the chair and threw her head back and just let out a loud guffaw. (if tt's how you describe it) this stunned me. i mean.. i have never seen her like tt before. -eeps- but you should have seen it. priceless moment.
watermelon juice: $1
new set of uniform: $26
seeing clara like this? priceless
Tuesday, October 01, 2002
oh, miss yeo is another one who told me my results suck. urgh..
but she did it at the wrong time. i didnt need it then, i was in no mood for such things.
know what? i can sight read pretty well.. which is quite weird cos sight reading used to be my worse thing. i would always play my pieces from memory or figure it out by seeing which sounded right. the notes never made any sense to me. they always looked like a real complicated picture. but today i just took the book out and just... played? was pretty amazed :)