Saturday, November 30, 2002
where's xiaomin when you need her? aye.. i have questions for you tt i cant say here or leave in ur gbook. remind me when i see you k? and i have a favour to ask of you. i'm freaked out and i need ur help.. yep~ you look like the only one who'd agree to help... unless i pull didi instead. hmm.. -scratch-
just came back and i'm waiting for dinner, so i shall say smth. she said, "this kind of dance is for pple who like to jump." -breathe- "pple like anastasia" -pause- -scan the crowd- -pause- "and pple like cheryl." -_- dont che us together can.. its not very... nice? its like harry and voldemort. same characteristics, so many similarities.. but yet they dont like to be _____ together. fill in the blank, i cant find a good enough word. we didnt look at each other today. cool. and when i said i didnt like that hair, i didnt mean change it to smth uglier. urgh... -scrowl- AND.. i am a risk taker. i think. i decided to drop hc out. i mean... you know what i mean. so if you see me in nj, you know i've failed. it also means tt i'll suffer for like two months? then i'll reapply. maybe i'll decide to change my options, maybe i wont. and if i fail again, at most i'll suffer for another two years. two years of my life.. i can afford it.
esther comforted me today. "tiger year.. less pple. we should be able to make it." -beam-
i totally forgot about tt. :)
Friday, November 29, 2002
bey blade.. my new fav word. it rawks.. dont you just love the way it rolls of effortlessly off your tongue? well, i do! ahah~ and he plays with beyblades too.. doesnt tt make it even better? -beam-
talking to jeremiah rawks.. he makes me feel good in a time like this. yeahhh..
hearing shane's voice when i'm feeilng shit is damn nice. shane and bryan. both of them together.. rawks. i'm blasting it. its even better.. but its not exactly very loud.. i need earphones. drown out everything..
more mundane stuff..
i have five blisters on my toes. on a miss yeo note, i'm aiming for commended this round. i know its very low. very. but if you see the state i'm in right now, you'll understand. urgh, but still.. its damn sad to be aiming for commended. and i dont have a choice.
what else can i say? i'm such an ass.
wtf, was suaned like shit today.. i mean, its my fault too. urgh.
i will have to do smth bout it. -nodd-
"i have happy thighs..." - miss mccully talking bout herself -bleuggggh-
"now i dont want all of you to be this fat" - on the girl in the video, you probably thought she was refering to me. ahah~
"and then desend slowly to the ground", reading from the book. -laughs- "HOW DO YOU DESEND!!!"
"123? what's 123? where does it come from? -pause- bloodyhell, why are there so many 123s!!"
this... chronicles my day. i think. pretty much so.
grad night was fun. but it ended so super early.. urghhhh. -glaRe- we barely started and then it ended. -wriggLe- i still have six shots left. did i take with op? i didnt take with so many pple.. grr.. :/ oh! jasmineeeee!! -sob- nmind. this is saddening. right. mr shone was the judge yesterday. wonder if clara noticed..hmm... -ponder- i realise that there's nothing to say bout the gradnight. nothing tt you already not know. -blink- mo left. and i couldnt see her off. urghhhh. -cringe- but i did hug her last night. at the end of the thing, i think she was crying.. i would have too if i were her. oh, its all so sad. my vocab's really limited, but i cant be bothered to think. huiyi asked if i would have energy after last night. well, i did, but i was awfully quiet though.. pple kept asking if i were pissed or smth, or why i was so..what's the word, grumpy? grouchy? gloomy? wadever. its killing my braincells trying to remember. maybe i wouldnt be so lethargic if i didnt steal the half hour/ one hour of sleep. yah.. maybe then i would be more awake. it was damn fun last night. wonder how i could stay awake, considering the fact tt i woke up earrrly that morning. -hmm- -inhale- i feel like eating breadtalk.
Wednesday, November 27, 2002
chu nu. means a virgin.. or smth like tt.
i thought it meant a jc girl.
someone told me bout chu shens being jc students waddd...
when miss seet said she had "virgin hair", i wanted to blurt out, "yah.. and i have virgin mobile."
thankfully i didnt.
after eating so so much. i went home, and ate again. urghh.. i'm such a bubu. i suck.
today, sihuan and mo didnt say bye to me. :(
i forgot totally about the thing at school today. -hide- bry even called me this morning to discuss plans for the evening. i cant believe i forgot. i mean... i knew i had smth on but i couldnt place my finger on it at tt moment. -wriggLe- i was fiddling with pins again.. remember my er...'thing' last time? well, its back. this time i shall venture into bun pins. yesh. -nodd- anw, it felt weird to be free in the afternoon. note: i came back from lunch at two thirty. anyhow, it wasnt only till three twenty tt i finally realised tt i had to be in school. -shucks- rushed like mad and left at ten mins later. -biSh- apparantly, according to bry.. everyone was kinda pissed. -guLp- oh well.. -shrug- swimming was superly fun. but the pool was so shallow. boo... -skate- clara has my cert.
Monday, November 25, 2002
he holds her in his arms
would you, would you
he tells her of her charms
would you, would you
they met as you and i
and they were only friends
but before the story ends
he'll kiss her with a sigh
would you, would you
and if the girl were i
would you, would you
and would you dare to say
let's do the same as they
i would, would you
and would you dare to say
let's do the same as they
i would, would you...
its not necessary.. i got it already. -hums- :)
and would you dare to say lets so the same as theyyy,
i would
would you..
oh someone find the lyrics for me.. it rawks.
we should really do this more often
a holiday in singapore. rawks... we should do it more often. yeah~ -relaxing- -ahh...-
and yesh? what am i doing home at such an....
Sunday, November 24, 2002
i found someone who has the same ex-layout as me. whee~ its so amusing. everybody will be having the same deesign... i bet you if i explore a little more, i'll find ten pple who do. but its a nice design. i love it. so clean... so precise. so red.. :)
i'm being dao-ed. barbie has rebonded hair.
sheesh~ what is the world coming to..
Saturday, November 23, 2002
i shall do notespeak today.
1) i'm home early today - cool. 2) my shoulders or upper back is aching terribly.. after effects of holding my arms for so long. 3) i still dont have anything for grad night. 4) i saw everybody again. 5) i'm quite excited. 6) i'm quite scared. 7) my ballet exam is damn ex. 8) i warned my mum, not daring to say the exact figure. 9) she still got a shock. 10) her jaw literally dropped open. 11) dont think she wants me to take the exam. 12) i should propose paying for it myself. 13) but its damn ex. 14) i may not be rich enough. 15) i'm super fat. 16) i foresee chin ngee and myself rushing like mad for ballet in the coming three months. 17) my workshop has been shortened to two days. 18) miss mccully is going to bali. 19) i dont have to rush for grad night. 20) i dont really feel like going for grad night. 21) bell, do you want to go? 22) goodbye.
hmm.. the guestbook is below if you have anything to say. tell me if i should restore my flooblebox..will it appear out of place? and where should i place it..
my new favourite ad.. the blowing bottles one with the 'ten things' song :)
whooppee! today was not bad.. took quite a while to warm up though. ate so many honey grahams.. i must get a pack of my own. yesh. -nodd- everybody is so nice.. but no sg. (haha, siyu language) gah.. its like so long since i last spoke to everyone. and we still remember the dumb stuff like "digadig" and "mentospink" and all the lame crap. qingyang told me today tt i sat next to him. i mean.. i didnt even remember? it took quite a while before i recalled. i mean, i remember sitting with lp, xavier, xuxu, hongkai.. but not him. but then he started telling me bout all the little incidents and after a while, it kinda refreshed my memory. it was really quite fun in prischool. yes, fun indeed. i sat next to sijie too.. qingyang also said tt we changed places cos i talked too much. i mean.. me? no la... cant be. i was rather quiet in prischool right? heh~ i was notorious la.. but i knew when to behave ok. bahh... we all look the same actually. the pretty ones are still pretty, the fat ones are still fat, the thin ones are still thin. the shorter ones... er... grew. heh~ pple are not so poseur anymore. yepp.. and, ooh, xiyi talks like nat. i mean.. eeps! in school i dont really talk to her cos her voice is freakily like nat's. i try to keep a distance from it. it freaks me out. i'm not exactly not afraid of nat, you know.. anw, we swopped numbers like mad. i realised i didnt have anyone's. heh~ the guys suck. :/ they dont know how to start a fire... and they call themselves guyss. -sheesh- and on the way back, i kinda told just stuff.. its like.. eh... haha, but she told me her stalker story. hiakhiak. lalalala... this is enough for one entry. i must get out more often. its funn..
my mummy was talking to me bout jcs on the way home. i mean.. isnt it abit early? we have to apply like... in a few days time? -sigh- i dont know where to go. i dont want to go anywhere. do i really want to go to hwa chong? -peer- to nj? -sneer- go to rj? -queer- (haha, had to find a rhyming word) aiya, go ac la.. go screw my As. haha~ go anderson also not bad.. maybe i should go to vj.. -_- i dont really care anyhow.. let me enjoy my holidays.. i'll go where i can get into. ok, i know where i want to go. but its like.... li bu chong xin ah!
Friday, November 22, 2002
section for today
"What've we got this afternoon?" said Harry, hastily changing the subject.
"Defense Against the Dark Arts," said Hermione at once.
"Why," demanded Ron, seizing her schedule, "have you outlined all Lockhart's lessons in little hearts?"
Hermione snatched the schedule back, blushing furiously.
.............
"You could've fried an egg on your face" said Ron. "You'd better hope Creevey doesnt meet Ginny, or they'll be starting a Harry Potter fan club."
"Shut up," snapped Harry. THe last thing he needed was for Lockhart to hear the phrase "Harry Potter fan club."
...............
"I see you've all bought a complete set of my books -- well done. I thought we'd start today with a little quiz. Nothing to worry about -- just to check how well you've read them, how much you've taken in --"
When he had handed out the test papers he returned to the front of the class and said, "You have thirty minutes -- start -- now!"
Harry looked down at his paper and read:
1. What is Gilderoy Lockhart's favourite colour?
2. What is Gilderoy Lockhart's secret ambition?
3. What, in your opinion is Gilderoy Lockhart's greatest achievement to date?
On and on it went, over three sides of paper, right down to:
54. When is Gilderoy Lockhart's birthday, and what would his ideal gift be?
the more i read 'chamber of secrets' the more details i realised they left out. the characters in the movie didnt really grow as a result. minute details tt wouldnt have taken mroe than a mere few seconds.. sigh, it gives the pple who dont read the book an impression tt the characters are all one sided. but it still rawks all the same. yeah..
i'm bored. no one is really talking to me at the moment. i'm going to eat and continue reading my book.
g'nite everybody..
the theater at esplanade is nice. its so... shall talk bout it another time. i'm tired. but its so... what a great layout, overall tt is.. still some minor flaws here and there. the acoustics rawks..
devastated. i cant go for chalet tmrw. boo hoo~
singing in the rain was good. and guess who i saw? the one and only momo! ahah~ she's damn thin. didnt know she watched such stuff too.. rawks. now can have someone else to talk about to. -peer- did tt make sense? nmind. esplanade is nice. i lyke it there. should hang out there more often. the open space at the back is so calm and serene. it overlooks the river. the basking is interesting. we really should hangout there. its so.. classy. ok, not really. but better than those flooded places. went to bistro for dinner. not bad.. but the chocolate cake wasnt good. seems quite hard to find places with nice cakes huh? the carrot walnut one wasnt bad. i seem to have a liking for carrots these few days. contains beta carrotine which has vitamin A, essential for visual purple synthesis needed for cone formation enabling us to see better at night! ahah~ i lyke the esplanade. yesh. -nodd- we can go there for supper next time, after watching stuff at vic-t. -beam- anyone free tmrw morning? i n e e d t o g e t o u t m o r e.
section for today..
the clock on the wall opposite him had only one hand and no numbers at all. written around the edge were things like Time to make tea, Time to feed the chickens, and You're late. books were stacked three deep on the mantelpiece, books with titles like Charm Your Own Cheese, Enchantment in Baking and One Minute Feast -- It's Magic! And unles Harry's ears were deceiving him, the old radio next to the sink had just annouced tt coming up was "Witching Hour, with the popular singing sorceress, Celestina Warbeck."
i thought the words on the clock wasnt right and there wasnt so many hands on it..
Thursday, November 21, 2002
so kiss me and smile for me tell me tt you'll wait for me
one day i shall go and join didi at his friend's house. too bad its a guy friend. dunno how many times he emphasised tt. -_- his friend lives very near me apparantly. hope its not julius or smth. hmm.. maybe its tt dc-looking guy tt i stalked home tt day. hmm... dunno la. but it'll be fun.
eff union subset kae prime.
..........sucks. i feel so restricted here. i want to vent. but the more pple know bout this, the less freedom i get. sucks... and this is suppose to be my space here. urghh.. my other one is quite.. bleugh too. so it doesnt help either. annd my other other one doesnt take stuff of this content. -_-
my time is limited tonight. the cable thing ceases at two for some repair-like stuff. grr..
exhuasted. ended up at borders in the end. couldnt resist the urgh to look at the becks children's clothes. heh~ but i couldnt find the nice red and black track pants tt i wanted. :( oh well.. was reading keano's autobiography. interesting. i shall aim to finish the book this holiday. its awfully thick though, for an autobiography. -wriggLe- and my neck ached from sitting in tt stationary position for such a long time. bleughh.. borders redid their layout. less chairs now. and all not as comfy. bleughh.. and i couldnt find my purple eyeliner. bleugh.. shall try bodyshop. loads of things have changed.. op renovated. smaller looking.. but has nice cupboards. and gurrrrrly clothes. -squirm- all rgs pple are tall. yes. and guess what? saw j-en today. sihuan and xm were with me.. cant remember what we were doing at the junction, but not too far ahead was this group of rg pple. and suddenly, the group broke.. they walked in another direction and this girl turned to walk back. and she walked right into us. of cos we got a shock. she did too i suppose. then she stared at us.. or rather me for a split second. didnt recognise her.. her eyebrows sort of moved closer a tiny bit.. then she continued walking. it took me a while but it clicked. "looks like weiyan", was what gave her away. but its weird how she recognises me? dunno if she actually knows who i am.. but tt expression on her face seemed like she remembers me from somewhere. -shivers- anyhow.. i was this cool pair of shoes today. as usual, i went to isetan to check out their track shoes.. weird, but i always do tt. and only at isetan. -peer- anyhow, the one tt caught my attention was the display near the door.. the shoes had wheels on them! one wheelers. ahah~ super cool sia. i want a pairrrrr.. i picked one up and sort of examined it and commented, "this is so cool..." the sales guy looked up, he was like opposite me, and he asked if i wanted to try them on. :D but of cos i didnt. i mean... you dont do this kind of things alone. -squigle- and i wasnt in a shoe mood then. an hour before, maybe. but not then. oh well.. enough crap. harry potter rawks! draco is still hot. taller than he was in the first movie. give him another year, next year he'll fill up his frame and be even hotter. oh yeah~ harry has a cute smileeee.. the plot moved quite fast in the begining though. and they didnt include the valentine part!!! -whines- his eyes are as green as a fresh pickled toad, his hair is as black as a blackboard.. i wish he was mine, he's clearly divine, the hero who conquered the dark lord. ahhhhhhhhh!! it would be so so good if it were in. some stuff was a little off.. like the sock supposed to be slimy and gross and not in the book. and the ink thing supposed to sprout out like a fountain not pathetic drops of black stuff. the snake supposed to chase the bird for a while to which riddle chided him and said, "get the boy.. the boy is what you want." the rocks arent suppose to fall.. i think. and harry must see a moving snake to speak parseltongue. he isnt suppose to open the chamber and the sink immediately. lockhart supposed to wear magenta and green robes. ron was suppose to clean the trophies for detention. flawkes was supposed to ask harry to hold on to his tail and they were suppose to fly out with harry first hanging on to the tail, then ginny, then ron grapping lockhart. also, harry was supposed to put on the sorting hat when he talked to it in dumbledore's office. ginny was suppose to attempt to confess to percy bout the chicken feathers and all. and yes, there wasnt any chickens! and they merged the quiditch scenes. how bout nearly headless nick going for the competion? and there was not deathday party.. but no loss there i guess. but they asked the history teacher bout the teacher.. not mcgonagal (or however its spelt). in the dueling thing, everyone was split up into pairs wad and hermiione was suppose to get into a fight with a slytherine remember? ginny was suppose to grow fainter and fainter while riddle grew more defined in the chamber. and mrytle has an awful voice! too high!! eeps! the polyjuice potion was supposed to be found in the restricted section and they had to get lockhart to sign the thing which hermoine wanted to keep. the potion was supposed to be brewed in a cubicle, not on the sink. and they went into the cubicles to drink the potion, not out in front of the sinks. lockhart was supposed to suan harry more.. and penelope clearwater didnt even exist in the movie!! ok. fine.. i shall stop ranting here. this may not be very acurate, i havent read the book for ages! in view of the youknowwhat. (fear of its name, increases fear of the object) for more details, please refer to the published work. ahah~ who do i sound like? heh heh heh heh heh (diya laughter) i should really read the book tonight. after hiding it for so longgg, its time to dig it out. yeah~ snape still looks too gay
Tuesday, November 19, 2002
i'm a bad influence to myself. been around myself too much already.. guess tt's why i feel so bleughhhhhh bout everything. gurl just called to ask a question. i tell you, such 'on' pple really make you feel so guilty tt you have to go get smth done. urgh. oh well.. and let me tell you smth else. i forgot my relative velocity. after tt amazing five minutes when the whole thing clicked the night before the amath prelims, its practically all gone. -_- and my remainder theorem sucks too. and so does my p and c. either tt or the question i tried contained steps tt isnt in our syllabus anymore. -_- i have tried a total of like... four questions so far. heh~ with like many naps in between. -sheepish- i must get away from me.
bubbles are fun. i want to try to blow the biggest bubble ever!
but i should save tt for tmrw.
sheesh! cant seem to conc
and i just realise my amath sucks. hope tmrw's paper would be doable
m u s t s t a r t s t u d y i n g . . . i've lost steam already. one more paper to go and i've lost it. arghhh.. been slacking ever since i woke up till now.
urghhhh.. shi jie mo ri is nice. and he is so... muscular. not yet beefy. but oh my...
Monday, November 18, 2002
ok. now. geog was quite... .ahem. it was weird la. i mean the first graph question.. draw some dunno what crap. it took me a while to get warmed up. i was pretty drained and scared at the same time. well rather, i was too tired to really be scared but... aiyah, you know what i mean. everyone tackled the first question differently. i drew like te cross section of the thing while all the four eight pple described like "relatively flat land" and such. some pple wrote stuff like "dendritic" on the diagram.. its like... all so different from mine! eeps! i hope they go easy on us. it wasnt a conventional paper throughout. like... ergh. but it meant tt i had to close my eyes and crap. and i neednt. my eyes were already closed. ahah~ i did the environmental question. the stuff i wrote for the haze thing was like... quite funny. it's stuff tt i'll look at a while down the road and laugh at myself for, if i get back the paper. anyhow.. the exam paper is nice! as in... nmind. its so soft and the lines are so bigg! when you write its kind of bouncy and... aiyah, tmrw during history or during amath you all go notice urself. its nice!! just tt the margin makes it kind of irritating cos it just wastes space. bleughh.. i couldnt find enough points for the ten mark question.. had only round nine or eight. and somehow or other, my sentences all linked up together. i dunno how i managed to link everything up. normally i write in short precise sentences. but today one paragraph only consisted of one sentence which was like three to four lines long and covered about three sub points. i hope they dont miss out the hidden more subtle points in there. oh well... tt's abouut all i guess. i'm bored now.
i'm watching singing in the rain this thursdayyyyyyyy...
i'm missing class for it.
Which Element Represents You?
created by 
kefkafanatic @ mental insanity
hmm... too innocent for my own good huh. -ponder-
hmm.. i think i did this quiz before. and got the same result. but tt was a long time ago. ack. i want to be sweetttt.. ok. about bio. on the contrary i thought i was ok. except for the few mistakes tt i made due to lack of study. but tt always happens for every exam right? must leave some space here and there for deductions. well, i was told tt respiration was one of the impt topics, so i studied tt. and i am proud to say tt i did my tys. ok, so i did only the shorter chapters of mcq. like.. those tt had less than twenty? heh~ and i did it while watching the mexican and eating chips. but it still counts. -nodd- i studied nutrition too.. not digestion but nutrition. not the whole thing obviously, only the green parts. well, i conveniently forgot that cheese making and all the stuff existed. so... but thankfully all tt i studied came out. respiration came out for mcq. and the papaer two was like.. short. i mean, since when is there a structured section tt is only five questions long?!? normally ours is like nine to ten question which will eat up close to an hour of your time if you rush through it like siao. and today's one had drawing.. so fun! ahahah~ i sort of crapped my way through the cheese making and scp. i just used some general knowledge, but i dont think i was specific enough. i mean... lactose to lactic acid tt combines with fat to curdle. (correct?) who would know tt normally? i merely put tt it was milk sugar and the milk curdles to form a hard lump of cheese. ahah~ maybe i'll lose a mark there for details. but oh well.. my own fault. bleugh. and let me annouce tt i have found a new way to ensure tt my hands will not take drastic measures during mcq. i didnt bring my rubber in today. heh~ tt way i wont itch to rub my shading off.. i love rubbing. i love my rubber... so soft! and of cos this happened my accident. but it worked anyhow.. so i only rubbed one mistake with the awful rubber on the back of my pencil. bwrrw. oh, the examiner reminded of mingli. say something, anything.. ahah~ so funnyyy... oh higher being, dont ever tell my mother or father bout the rubber incident lest my head gets chopped off or my ears fall off from all the.. "you arh... always doing things like tt..." geog was.. but tt's another story. -curtseY-
i had my niche.
intelligent. creative. or artistic.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)
hmm.. this is abit inaccurate. gifted? hellooo... ack. and i put i wanted to be a sweeeet child :( and i did the thing twice!
Sunday, November 17, 2002
question: the allele for tallness is dominant right? yes. but how do they know tt. height is a continuous variation, it isnt fixed. so how do they determine and decide if somone is tall or not? its all relative right? do they like... if someone is over a certain height then tt someone is considered tall or smth.. or if you are tall enough to sit on the roller coaster then you're tall. hmm.. i think they plot a graph or smth. yah, should be. then you will get a bimodal graph or whatever its called. one for tall pple and one for short pple. but then since tallness is a continuous variation, it is affected by the environment. so if the experiment is conducted in like the same place, then the results will not be very accurate. unless they do various experiements all over the world. but who would be so dumb and travel round the world collecting peas or whatnots from every country. mendel is already dumb enough to waste his time counting thousands of them. -think- but then again, he's a monk. and monks have a lot of time.
nicky is quite cute. but only in some hairstyles.
shane is... phwah.
kian is adorable.
-nodd-
i didnt get to play pool yesterday. :( the table was being used. :( but just as well i guessed. cos i reached home at twelve fifteen nevertheless. sheesh~ wasted a whole night. cant imagine what time i'd reach home if i had actually played pool. -shiver- the radio had ceased transmission and we werent even fifteen houses away from our house. oh, joel has a rgs girlfriend who is also my neighbour. ahah~ i'm so bad. oh well.. anw, there was this acs guy who was mugging lyke shit. i mean, he actually calculated the amt of time he had and divided his geog text into sections to study. and when his time was running out, you could see him frantically flipping that section of his textbook. ahah~ and he redid all his old worksheets and went through his notes. -gaSp- and did you know tt on each page of the acs notes.. or rather on each ppt slide, there is a big acs thing down there? cant remember what its called.. school crest? school logo? anyhow, it just sceams.. dont ask me scream what. cos i have no idea. go fill in the blank yourself. imagine, a school smth on each ppt slide. ergh. abit ___ right? ours only have nangyang girls high school at the bottom in puny letters. (think Venice). bah.. i hope i dont screw my essays tmrw. i cant afford it.. after prac esp. -twirL- oh, my cousin came in first for a karoke competion and won air tickets and a holiday to dunno where. cool sia?
Friday, November 15, 2002
... i swear they must tie my hands up. or at least cut off my fingers. i wonder why my fingers are always itching. itching to do detrimental stuff. -wriggLe- but dont worry, i'm fine. i've gotten over it already. but... i mean... its not as if it was pure stupidity or smth. i am utterly pissed with yours truly. erghhh. ok. they should shorten the time by half. tt way all the problems can be solved. this is what they must mean by throwing marks away. ahah~ its as if i just picked them up and threw them out the window. literally. urghhhh. shoot me. ok. i said i was fine. anw, venn's nice. wanjun and bry abandoned me. and no way was i going anywhere near the beefcake. eeps! so i stood with venn and a bunch of pple i didnt really know. and i must say tt my schoolmates are... very entertaining indeed. full of crap and all sorts of warp logic. i mean... i thought tt was a rare species. anyhow.. it was a very very long while and then i poled venn on her shoulder and said smth. then she looked at me and poked me back saying, "dont think about it already la.." and somehow. i dunno. bleugh. i'm not making any sense here. shang ju bu jie xia ju. haha. hope i can do decently. i mean, its not tt i really mind. i dont have anywhere in mind. its all about accountability. what will i say when pple ask? when my jnrs ask? tt's the worse. how can i face my jnrs. sucks. and laoshi.. remember tt day she told us all, "cut tt in half" ahah. yes, tt's how bad we all did. but what if i cant. then everyone else's coming up to me and stating demands. eeps! its hard. then there's miss yeo too.. and. erghhhhhhhh. its all too horrible to think bout it.
oh. know smth? only pple in nanyang call it nanyang. and pple from nyps too. the rest call it ny. which sounds kind of...out of place. i mean you say mgs, rgs.. but you dont say ny. neither do you say sn. -shiver- its so scary..
Thursday, November 14, 2002
i must be very lovable. everybody's calling me. eeps! its like.. just when i get the momentum, the phone rings and its for me. -wriggLe-
okok. study study study. i must study.
has anyone of you seen my rainbow? or took it by accident? my blue rainbow.. it has my name on it btw. i'm desperate. i've been looking around for ages.. if you have it or smth pass it to me k? i'll be eternally grateful. oh, my name's in white.. so you must look quite hard. and its a new rainbow. danke` -twirL-
after getting of the phone, i was in a study mood. yes! so i studied for half an hour. -beam- i'm so proud of myself. gah.. i should stop talking to rj pple. the more i do, the more i want to go to rj. bleugh. i have decided tt i want to take up piano after my exams. i want to learn the guitar..classical. i want to go bowling. i want to play pool. i want to swim. i want to do so many things... this time i shall learn the piano till grade six before i consider dropping.. or at least till i'm too busy to continue. ergh.. i have a mosquito bite on my lip. ouch. it hurst like shit. ok, so shit doesnt hurt... it hurts like..... like... i dunno. like how a mosquito bit on my lip suppose to hurt. -wriggle- lets go swimming in the sea and play beach vball again k? lets go ice skating. lets watch harry potter!!!!!!!!! :D bleugh. i'm in a geog mood now. but i barely touched chem. -whines-
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
robbin hood.
or the wicked stepmother's magic mirror
let's all go as different body parts.
then we shall sit in a strategic position and form smth amazing.
ahaha~
twenty seven, twenty eight, twenty nine. (oh look i can count! -gasp-)
three days spent at class.
will have to rush like mad to try and fit grad night in. enchanted garden.. what can we be? its like.. if tt's the theme then its no fun being a farie or a princess anymore. half the pple there will probably be my evil twin in tt case. hmm... -thinkthinkthink- let's be elves. or tinkerbell! or peterpan. prince charming..then i can have a sword. i know! scarlet. be scarlet! tt'll be nice. or... hmm.. a witch. a stepmother. but it's all so common. let's just be animals. tt way we dont need any costumes. forests are full of animals right? look at bambi. we already have a zoo beat, and a bunch of birds. other than the bird family,
hwee's a hawk.
mo's a sparrow
lan's a peacock
i'm a flamingo
someone is a penguin
rae's a cantrememberwhat
someone else is a pelican
and i know someone is a chicken.
:D
pita pita tap tap.. ooh, dont you just love the sound on the soft wood? now i know why i can never get any studying done. people like me should be chained to the chair with my hands tied behind my back. eugh.. i need new shoes. but i cant go and get them. i'll probably get slaughtered or smth. i currently own three pairs. and neither of them are worn out... well, except maybe for one. i want a pair half a size smaller, for more nimble footwork. my old pair used to be tt size, but then it got awfully painful. :/ my toes will prpbably break off or threaten to die of suffocation in the new smaller pair tt i would really like to own. heh~ and this tiime i dont want to get signature anymore. but i've been wearing signature for like.... forever? feel like trying suprima - but heard its damn hard to do stuff in them. i want contemperas - but they're horriblyy ex. and its not like a pair of new shoes cost round ten plus. plus the accessories and all.. i could be better off spending the money elsewhere. besides, i'll need my mum to sew the stuff on for me. i mean, i can do it myself la.. but do i look like i would? heh~ then, when my mum does tt, well.. firstly she'll take forever before she even gets down to it, and when she finally does, she'll prolly nag and scold for ages. -wriggLe- but then... i would really like to have a new pair. eughhhhhhhhh~~ slap me someone.
i slept the whole of this afternoon away. -wriggLe- and i had a really nice dream. it was sort of a cross between a computer game and a movie. jus was in it.. and i cant remember who else.. and oh, a bunch of gangsters and some mafia, and a bus and a swimming pool and a dessert and palm trees and pple buying four d. phew. -beam- and last night i had the weirdest dream ever! i mean.. its not really bizzare but its the kind tt is suppose to be realistic in a really off way? nevermind. anw, we were all taking the physque paper in my house.. leona and sihuan included. the rooms were our classrooms and only three or four pple were in each room. the toilet aunty happened to be our invigilator. yup.. tt's right, peew's favourite toilet aunty. ahah~ then she was conversing with us during the paper.. the toilet aunty!?!? tt's the weirdest thing of all! i mean... bleuuuuuuuuuugh. i saw the aunty today.
annnnnnndddddd.. ( i used this word alot in my paper today).. i forgot to use my brain during the paper two. i dunno what happened. but i didnt think. it was sort of my other self doing the paper.. my second nature.. or whatever you call it. careless. if only my lazy brain was more awake and alive. perhaps then the slips wouldnt have happened. -slaps- oh well.. the invigilator was nice today. edith is nice too.
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
lalala.. wonder what supper'll be today. applying principal of moments about pt A... just covered two topics.. and i think... three left to go? hope i can finish in time. if not, my trusty common sense will have to do. but my common sense is like.. negative? ahah~ went out for lunch today. i should go out for lunch more often. get out a little.. but my mum says i cant. she says i must bear with it for two weeks till the end of my exams. booo... :( bee skaur mynes feor aye se. wonder how i could actually miss tt today. -biSh- seriously, i wonder if i'm done screwing my papers. ahah~ hope i dont discover anymore mistakes. and i wish tt we will have a fun paper tmrw.. physique rawks! (right...) today's one was quite fun yeah?
Monday, November 11, 2002
my mummy is so nice. she knew i had a craving for satay so she came back with them.. plus other stuff of cos. and she got my favourite kind.. the shiny ones! yum. my mouth is steaming now..
oh.. its the eleventh today. belllllll.. i know who's b'dae it is already. leonado decaprio's. no wonder tt date was stuck in ur head
yeah xiaomin, i suck. i suck air.
today was quite funny. i was on the way to school when i realised i forgot my jacket. so i went back to get it. i knew i wouldnt use it.. it was extreeeeeemely hot. anyhow.. my mum made me. my security blanket, she says. wadever.. it doesnt look very blankety to me. -wriggLe- ahah~ then i was more than halfway back to school when i realised i forgot to wear my contacts. bleughhhhh. tt's like.. dumb. -squirm- but i didnt go back to get them. i didnt have my glasses with me either. -_- haha~ the paper was... i shall not comment. i'm nice right? heh~ but i dunno what got into me. i mean, i could see perfectly well.. the paper was so near. but somehow i thought tt the fractions were powers? and i got stuck at the second question, smth even a p3 kid could do, for like.. reeeally long. its freaky. and its a one mark question. worse! well, i managed to figure out my dumbness in the end. and other than going, "shit.. i should know this..... one mark onlyyyyy... it must be very easy..shitshitshit.. what's wrong with mee!!!", and panicing a little, and trying to work out the root four... factorising and whatnots, it was not tt bad. expected it to be a breeze though. and the spaces are too small. :(
Sunday, November 10, 2002
ahah~ my mum just told me tt my paper tmrw is in the afternoon. sheesh. i thought she had it wrong or smth or was trying to be funny, i had to double check. yupp.. and its in the afternoon alright. imagine me going to school tmrw and realise tt i didnt have a paper. ahah~ tt'll be funny.
i fried chicken today. just had a craving for it... but it was raining and the carpark was full so we couldnt eat them for lunch :(
pretty boy wasnt pretty today. -peer-
know what? my nick.. sounds like i'm talking bout my boyfriend or smth. as in.. my mr wong. ahah~
oh gosh, the air is a little thin up here isnt it?
-poof- i'm stuffed. i love to eat bread. ok. i just spent like four hours watching tv. yes. what a wonderful way to spend my time. but... lizzy mcguaire is just soo nice!! then there was home improvement... and i havent watach home improvement for a long time. and there was also this doc abt tai qi. also another frivolous movie abt five cheerleaders robbing a bank. really not bad. i mean.. for senseless entertainment. erghh.. this sucks right? there's no kick in exams anymore. :(
i'm drained. -poof- guess sleeping at five last night wasnt such a good idea. but i couldnt sleep. enough of senseless rambling. guess what? kiwi called me zi ern. i mean... zi ern? i'm not in sec three anymore. -peers- and since when did i tell him bout it.. -scratch- anyhow.. its like, ergh... zi ern? sounds like a mosquito. eeps! oh well, i think laoshi still has a crush on weilin. do you? it makes the whole thing even better. ahah~ -shirll laughter-
who's tt...bout my nick? as in... my nick, my nick? -scratch-
Saturday, November 09, 2002
this is so coollllllllll.
i can tie my hair with one hand.
-beam-
argh.......
i'm bored to tears..
anyone wants to go out fer a movie with me now?
i cant stand it anymore.
-giggLe-
everyone's doing the thing.
yippee~ -tweet-
we should keep in touch this way.
amuse each other.
-giggLe- i'm kinda high now.... lower than yesterday, but still high.
oh yes! i was reminded by mouse..
chinese rawks!!
haha... laoshi having a crush on weilin never fails to crack me up.
hahahaha... its all so so funny
soph?
this is for you..
bahhh bahhh bahhh bahhhhhhhhhh bbbbaaahhh gahhhhhhh nahhhhhhhhh hahhhhh fahhhhhh lahhhh gahhhhhh bahhhhhhhh cahhhhhh jahhhhhhhhhhh rahhhhhhhh rahhhh rrraaaahhh mahhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bbbbbbbbbahhhhh yahhhhhh pahhhhhhhhh kahhhhhhhh dahhhhhh wahhhhhhhhhhhh lahhhhhhhhhhh mahhhhhhhhhhh jahhhhhhh xahhhhh tahhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhh bahhhhhhh zahhhhhhhh gahhhhhhhhh tahhh eahhhhhh cahhhhhhh vahhhhhhh iahhhhhhh oahhhhhhhh aaahhhhhhhhh kahhhhhh sahhhhhhh fahhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhh vahhhhhhhhhhh vahhhhhhhhh nahhhhhhhh mahhhhhhhhhhha bahhhh bahhhh bahhh bahhh bahhh bhahh gahhh ehahhh hahahahaha.
i'm mad.
i'm bored.
no, i'm cheryl
whee!! -spin-
bell......eleven is when my milk is suppose to expire.
i was laughing when i too it off the fridge in the shop. cos i thought it was leonie's birthday then too. :) i laughed each time i saw the carton when i opened the fridge. then i realise it wasnt right... like three days after i bought it. -_-
-giggle-
do you know aaron carter sounded so cute when he was young?
so adorable.
muahahah.. -squeal-
ah...i'm going nuts
i'm singing in the rain..
just singing in the rain
what a glorious day
and i'm happy again..
-hollers-
this is fun. i cant believe its so late. i thought my comp clock was like two hours slow or smth.. know how tt occasionally happens when you leave ur comp on for too long? yep.. anyhow. today was a fun day! did so many things... too bad i didnt study. ergh.. totally sucks right? bleaghhh.. i'm feeling superly hyper now. i cant believe i have a paper on monday. math. and i havent touched math since like.... ages? oh, and guess what? my dad has haryy potter tickets!! yippeee~~ -twirL- on the twelve or thirteen. should be thirteen. i think. the day before it premiers. rocks. too bad i have a paper the next day and my mum forbids me to go. :( my parents have a jazz concert on tt day.. my sister has a performace. -squint- looks like none of us'll get to watch it free. oh well. -shrug- looks like i can go with everyone else for the first time then! yippee~ -twirL- sihuan i must go with you... since i watched the first one with you, you have to watch the second one with me. i dont care what you say. red lantern has gone.. -pOut- my dad says they'll show it on arts central. they taped it. but it'll be like....so long from now. prolly in march or smth. urghh... wonder if gtang watched it. -scratch-
anyhow.. happy b'dae bayyyyyyyyy-beeeeeeeee!!!!!!
Friday, November 08, 2002
i'm kinda glad i didnt decide to retake chinese. cos ifi did i wouldnt have such an enjoyable time yesterday!! it was highly amusing. went out at bout four to meet gurl. then we were playing in the toilet. its kinda weird.. but oh well. -shrug- i was feeling hyper and started prancing about... doing various modifications of pian shen tiaos. it must have been ages since i last did them.. they didnt look as grand. :( during class it was so hilarious to see regina's face.. she was in agony. haha~ never join cross country everyone. haw. and i dont know what possessed me but i burst out laughing halfway through.. i mean, very funny wad. but no one else thought so apparantly. sheesh. i mean... we all looked like pathetic horses. not funny meh? anyhow, i'm not aching now, which sucks. cos i like to ache. -beam-
Wednesday, November 06, 2002
ok. so my entry for today got lost because dumb me went to close the browser before publishing it. -gonk-
anyhow.. i'm not going to re-type it out. cos tt's just plain stupid.
so kill me. but i have to ask...
what's the condition for thermal cracking?
400 degrees? 170?
and for catalytic cracking... its broken porcelian pot catalyst / aluminium oxide and what temp?
180? or 400?
erghh.. why does my chem suck all of a sudden? -scratch-
Tuesday, November 05, 2002
do pple lie in autographs? -ponder- i hope not. cos everything is so niceee... yet slightly untrue. i mean... since when was i as nice as you pple make me out to be? its quite sad to be reading what everyone wrote. today i just sat and read. note: i've never read them before. i wished some pple write more though, like mouse... i smiled when i read rae's. and i laughed really hard at michelle's..BBYSB and the fish head curry teacher.. ahah~ wonder if she remembers the sticker fingernails. hmm.. then it got really sweet and i shant say anymore. i never knew sihuan wanted to go to rj. and i'm quite touched. -aww-- jasmine is so nice.. and baby and zhiping's one were sweet. l.m.a.o - la-mao. :) i learnt a new word tt day. i want to hug everybody.. -reminiscing-- promise me you wont go away.
sihuan? you know bout four Ds?
mouse too?
my grad photos are back.
shittttttt.... all exposed k. so most of them all have various shades of yellow and red in them. urghhhhhhh... sucks. so little photos.. so sad. only a few nice ones. and whoever took the photos for me sucks. heh~ they're all.... bleughhh. this is horrible. i must go round getting pple's photos now. urghh.. why couldnt my photos turn out right? and not to mention how grossed i look. argh. none of you are ever going to see these ok? only the one with just was nice.. -smile- the yunhua one too.. the one with miss seet... and the kimhong one too. hmm.. and yes, the one with michelle and mouse too. :)
rawk rawk rawks...
i'm going to see singing in the rain after all!!
yeahhhhhhh~~
whee!!
Monday, November 04, 2002
dont look at me with those adorable eyes.
you know i dont fall in love with looks.
or dont want to at least..
Saturday, November 02, 2002
hhhmmmm....
you can tell which sort of guys would get girlfriends and who wont just by speaking to them. there are some who seem very outgoing, smart, sociable and yet are very dry over the phone. those kind.. are highly unlikely to get attached. its all about phone conversations actually. those who joke and tease are more likely to get attached. the overly caring ones? nah.. those who talk crap.. yep. those who talk about themselves.. yeah, but those submissive kinds. those who expect your sympathy.. yea, but a bit hard. only certain types.. anyhow, why am i bothering bout such stuffs now? -biSh-
my jnrs are nice. yuanxi is nice. we're both so bad. so mean.. but cant help it la.. same type of pple. i was telling her bout my situation. then she was like "duh". and you know joanna isnt a concern of mine right. ahah~ i was telling her of the pros and cons of the two.. and she's damn cheem. "arh, so you're in a dilema here..", "well you see either way you'll end up regreting a little..", "the grass always seems to be greener on the other side". she understands my kind of problems. dancer waddd.. what can i say, dancers rawk! -beam-
i must date all of them after my exams. whooppedoo.. jialing and i can go trying on various stuff again.. yx can go oohing over red earth. and i can go check out bodyshop's new line of products. rawks~~
yayy! i found my jay chou cd. whooppe~ -bOunce-
guese where it was?
in the cd cover. sheesh
whoa.. my dad just change the screen. and myyy, this is huGe!! i'm afraid it'll topple down any moment. its too big to be sitting so close. but then if i dont, how am i suppose to type?
my father cooked dinner today. well, part of it at least. and his cooking improved. i mean, i never knew he could cook so much. i used to think all he could cook was instant noodles. and let me tell you, he cooks the greatest instant noodles! wonder what his secret is. hmm...
baked cookies again today. sigh, i'm feeling kinda indifferent towards the exams. someone make me care!!
Friday, November 01, 2002
lalala~ i'm back... :) made it just in time for survivor. phew..
i'm so happy.. i changed my phone cover.
was deciding btw a vodafone jersey or a new cover, and i chose the latter. lalala~~ its a happy day :) my father's in a good mood today. he just came back. and he didnt buy anything for me :( but -shrug- ah, heck.. it doesnt really matter. i sort of wanted some bonnebell. but i have enough stuff already i guess. and he was going to buy me an orange hattttttttt... but his friend said it wasnt too nice. oh well~ i like my phone -twirLs-
it may be old, but i still love it. -beam-
Kiss me, out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress
Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We’ll take the trail marked on your father’s map
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon’s sparkling
so kiss me
omg!! have you heard? shane is geting married. :( this is so sadd... how can shane get marieddd. :( sadsadsadd..
forgot to bring my phone out this morning. took it out of my bag when i went out last night and this morning no one msged me. so i conveniently left it on the table. boo.. it sucks noe. the whole day i felt so restless. do you know what its like to be phoneless? bah.. its like smths missing and i felt kinda helpless. the effects of cold turkey. -wriggLe- tralalala~ my mummy says she'll bring us out later. yippeeee~