Friday, January 31, 2003
17:02
saw
everyone today. it was refreshing. rawks.
my babe didnt say hi to me... daooo
xm thinks my prince is cute. hmm?
david is cuter than james.
exponential will not stay. he doesnt look tt good it the uniform.
air-ron apologised for not dancing the fac dance with me. -scratch- right. it wasnt as fun to dance with someone who doesnt know how the steps. oh well
banana doesnt respond to 'prince'
i love xiaomin.
Thursday, January 30, 2003
23:58
i'm never ever going to finish checking my mail. i still have thirty one left. boo..
gp debates were hilarious today. i hope we win and meet some class like... hmm.. say, seven five?
23:54
banana is s6 prince. woahhh... i can tease him now :)
23:52
and yunhua came todayyyyyyy!!! love her man. she brought the shoes for me. knew i could rely on her for stuff like this. -beam- -jumps- -dances- love her so much. left my shoes at the ballet place see.. but her shoes are smaller than mine. got a bit pain after a long while. i hope she'll serioiusly consider my suggestion and pon school tmrw :) lalala~~
i got scolded today.. phone bill too high :( -sulk-
23:44
we recapped the fac dance today. funnn... i miss like a whole lot of ballet for tt. ahah~ i'm bad. shiny pants was doing his gay dance... sort of aa-ing... i couldnt stop laughing while the rest looked on in what seemed like amusement. exponential was on the other side watching too. anw, after tt we asked their class ple to teach us the fac dance. i mean... how can we not know it properly.. :D it was fun. danced mainly with my daughter-in-law, then with daniel for a while. my dragon didnt want to join in. after tt, my daughter-in-law ditched me for his husband. oh well -shrug- i danced with this guy called aaron. he looks like he's from nanyang too. and its air-ron, not aye-ron. -bruue-
had talenttime today. its was super shity. i mean, i only learned the thing like... last night? certain parts of my timing was screwy. -bish- other than tt, and tt it was too slippery to do a grand jete, aka datiao, it was fun.
cos we are living, in a material world, and i am a material girl.. saw haihan today, this time i didnt laugh at his cartoon face. -cuRtseY- had to buy a shirt for tsih ern.. she didnt dare to wear hers after dropping it in the toilet. damn funny. and exponential was at the inner plaza. i mean... -eeps-
exponential moved all the way to the other end of the twistes lt to sit beside david. and i was next to e power x. wanted to pon lecture today initially, but my class pple didnt allow me too. :( i slept though half of it anw.. so.. as i was saying, when i realised tt i was beside exponential on the steps, the whole class was like..
psst, -draws the graph- -giggle- -laugh laugh- -bish- them k.. and j-en was sitting behind, had to act normal.. :( in the midst of the lecture, exponential and his friends left. chuanwei and dragon were so... -grr-
jingwen: ay, go sit on the seats la.. easier to listen
dragon: -suggestively- yah, you all go sit la.. -hint hint-
chuanwei: aye.. quick go sit, exponential heat.
i mean... -_- this is
so not funny. i couldnt help but laugh.
we cornered runyan today. he seemed in a daze and didnt dare look at us directly. damn funny. snoopy. ahah~ hope he does it on tuesday.. it'll be so exciting. -beam- bumped into him quite a number of times today, he was talking to some j1 and walking under the bridge. from the third level bridge, we burst into laughter and waved.. he didnt dare look up. -dang-
catherine's bday today. dragon and my son ate her cake. we offered her mrs boo's cake. she felt bad. she carried it to mrs boo. she dropped it on the floor. funny.. har har. serious. saw my prince today.. wearing maris uniform. he looks so funny when he's shy. which is only too often. wonder who's the rg girl. the prince is in yonghui's class.. i realised. hmm.. saw him in jazz today.. with
shi ming,
shi hai, si hao. yes, tt's it.
mr chong looks like batman.
23:00
i have forty nine new mails. cool.
finally, new year is coming. i can get some sleep. finally, talentime is over, i can reach home early. slept during chinese and the wwholeee of ct period. feel so bad now.
Sunday, January 26, 2003
22:15
bballer. short guy?
-- about tsih ern's xlj. cool
22:11
So sad, me, dennis, pamela, grace and amanda SUDDENLY fell sick yesterday, so we have to miss the OH, man, think about the fun we will miss out. Vanessa and Robin must be admiring the facets of a Pulau Ubin night, the birds, the moon, the stars, the commando mosquitoes and of course e#ch Oth$r. -- my classmate.
see, we're such a good class. ahah~ like how we made pam the fac rep cos wenhui is our fac head? yeah yeah yeah.. lalalala... cant stop laughing now. sheesh... -beam-
21:49
came backed today and saw my seven flowers sitting in water. pweetty.
00:26
shit. i've lost my ivle password.
00:22
i realised tt shawn, as in the bee's friend, wasnt the only one tt told him. joseph did too.
grr.... -bish them all-
Saturday, January 25, 2003
23:03
lalala..
xiao lan jiu <-- i think this is so cute. hmm.. someone's xiaolanjiu..xueling?
-shrug-
today i didnt screw up in class. tt's good. i terribly need to improve. i suck like shit now. -bish- i desperately need loads of help.
we're in syf. cool.
so proud of us. -beam-
01:19
have i told you my fac rawks? -yeeha~- my class is super on. :) the datou took pics for us and with us.. -heh heh- and i got saboed again.. exponential was there - came only for a while. dissapointing. didnt really get to see.. -aww..- and i realised tt sujuan's brother is the guy whose name i've been trying to remember for eons. yonghui. i have such a great memory.. came up to me today during break and asked me bout my sister. i was taken aback at first.. i mean... huh?!? looks malay-ish. then he said tt our sisters are friends, his sister is rachel and some other stuff tt i didnt really catch. i was like.. blur and just left him with a puzzled look. i kept wondering which rachel it was.. rachel su? nah.. rachel the only child? who..? then later i remembered smth bout a rich rachel with a chinese high brother. shijun.. sujun.. or smth like tt. and i was right. -beam- sujuan. -cuRtseY- he corrected me. samuel. -tink- i still remember stuff bout him.. which is quite weird but.. -shrug- think it was my sister telling me bout how sujuan asked her brother if he knew me and after jiao jing nao zhi-ing, he said tt he didnt cos "he knows all the chio bus in nanyang.." so apparently tt doenst include me. -ahah- see, didnt i tell you my memory was great? oh, found out tonight tt he lives near me.. cool. he joined us in attempting to walk all the way to newton. and i think we're buying him over for talent time. lalala... i just discovered today tt there's an oliver who is actually not bad looking. danced with him. he's nice. wonder why i never knew he existed before.. -thinks- my class pple are so nice. too bad it seems impossible for most of us to stay. i mean... second last for bio, last for chem, probably last for gp. what else do you want? after the first three mths, there probably wont be a seventwo left.
sevenone, seventhree, sevenfour.. no seven two. shihao is a nice person. serious. i kept calling him shiming.. after this guy from my prischool. and he thought i was talking bout zhaoming. i mean... -blush- so embarrassinggggg.. -eeps!- had to do loads of couple stuff with my ctrep. wts, why am i always saboed. so much for my low profile.. after tonight, it'll probably be,
what profile? -ahah- l-a-m-e. i dunno if its such a bad thing tt not everyone turned up today. ok. this seems like a lot.
my dragon offered to carry my flowers and stuff for me. too bad he was still eating when i left. i like his dragon shirtttt!! did i tell you tt i got sheltered across the bridge yesterday?
Friday, January 24, 2003
00:25
"you know i cant smile without you..."
when there's no getting over tt rainbow, when my smallest of dreams wont come true...
you rawk, babe.
i mean it.
00:08
big melon, small lemon, big melon, small lemon, big melon, small lemon, big melon, small lemon, big melon, small lemon... -chants-
ooh, i love my fac.
00:06
oh shut up. you're suppose to be supportive and give valuable advice, not be an itchy bee. i mean... wts,
you were the one who said you liked stuff like tt.. when you get the chance to show off and all. and now you're giving me this? i just dont get it. what do you want. make some sense please.. just shut up will you.
Thursday, January 23, 2003
23:08
how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how ... someone help me please.
big melone?
22:53
if i go for fac outing, the oppprtunity cost is mtv asia awards. help..
-cry--
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
00:04
i realised i'm keeping mo's mails. hmm? -scratch-
1s2, 2s2, 2p6, 3s2, 3p6...
actually its not tt hard.. its just tt when its thrown to you in one huge bulk, you simply cant be bothered to go understand them.
..overlap btw the energies of certain orbitals...
for degenerate orbitals, the lowest energy is attained when the no of electrons with the same spin is maximized....
.....electrons must have opposite spins to coexist in an orbital. they exhibit sufficient magnetic attraction to hold themselves togetherdespite the repulsion arising from their similar charge....
i want to do phys. it seems funner than econs. i mean, econs is interesting and slacker.. but probably not as fun as phys. and it doesnt help tt our lecturer isnt exactly very funny. the only thing you remb bout her lessons is probably breadtalk or kfc.
Tuesday, January 21, 2003
23:54
long time since i've been here. went for a class gathering just now. -beam- what more can i say... too bad everyone wasnt there. it really rawks to see xm, bell and birdy there. its been such a long long time. miss the old times. all the four ds.. kept thinking bout them during chem today. and the guy wasnt any better...
4d, 4d.. he's funny. :) lalala~ i think its like a daily routine, exponential time must be like.. hidden somewhere on the timetable or smth. this is a secret k. no telling bout exponential. i'm serious! but its different when i do the exponential thing and the pple i'm irritating are not the same. come to my school everyone... -pity-me look- watched hero and eight mile on saturday. bah.. now i cant go out too much. i mean, i shd act guai for a while.. not tt i'm not, but.. nmind. reached home at three tt day. not exactly the kind of impression i would like to give so early in the year. i dozed halfway in eightmile though. -heh- what can you expect? was out since morning... dance and ballet then dinner. i'll be shen if i still had energy left. haihan says i should not get burnt out. easier said than done. i bet i'll probably drop dead in about another two weeks time. tt's like four weeks. shucks. i'm deproving. it used to be eight weeks, then five, now four. bahhhh.. the labs here suck. i mean, its so dark and like.. stuffy. the benches are wooden and there's no ledge. everything just drops off. its hard to get used to when you're accustomed to using high tech equipment. ahah~ i miss nanyang work. sec two's one was the best. challenging yet a breeze at the same time. sec four's wasnt bad too. interesting initially, do-able. now, its like.. bleugh -cringe- "c-m-i" as ninghan would say. -poof- i hope i get better, it sucks being sick.
anybody got anything green to lend me for fac outing?
and for those of you'all who didnt know, i'm in scince. -roll eyes- -cheese!-
Sunday, January 19, 2003
20:03
hoo boy, i miss my class..
Thursday, January 16, 2003
22:40
just settled the acs matter. sucks la.. the acsboys are really... young. i mean, they're even wimpier than the chinese high ple. (note: no longer chinese high wimps) acs should really train their pple to be better, more... brave and to be tougher. -shake- acs la... what to do
21:59
its my sister's bday today..
happy bdae leemhill.. ahah~
21:57
my dragon is a little like peew in a way.. just tt not so vain.
21:53
reached home bout ten minutes ago.. at least its like an hour earlier than monday. my dragon's real nice. thanks to him, i ended up going for dramafest auditions and m-a-d auditions.. he was supposed to go for both too.. but apparently there were no 'power moves', so he backed out. lousy dragon right? anyhow.. because of tt, we were like super late for mad, and hence i was like two hours late for ballet. i hope i get into either one at least... it cos me one class, it better be worth it. -growL- and guess what? if i get into mad, i need not run cross country. -yeah~- i've formed a new eca today... the j-a club. it comprises mainly of jack, jay`me (me), jangle and jamal. couldnt come up with a j-a name for amanda. -shrug- calvin's from gym too.. didnt know tt. he was my py classmate. he's no longer hamsterish looking.. but has a pointed chin and resembles my shuai cousin. not bad sia.. wonder if he still remembers me though. they're all damn zai lor. i want to break dance too.. i dont want to do sisified stuff like hiphop. -pOut- sigh, li bu cong xin. my jnrs are coming over tmrw! yeah~ -beam- i wrote a one and a half page essay to my angel. feel so proud k. my fac pple are all so very nice..minus the posers tt is, but even
some of them are nice. :) lalala~ was super tired and lethargic the whole of today.. till like six? i mean.. i only had like what? one lecture? and yet i was fighting to keep my eyes open. my mugger class was during the math tutorial (siao!) while i tried to sleep and went to eat. sigh, i feel slack. i hope i dont get last in class or smth. must act guai. yesh.. bah.. didnt really see exponential today. but we created a cheer though... talk about obsessed! -sheesh-
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
21:47
exponential. exponential.
thanks to joseph, i was so... bleugh.. today. i think exponential is a nice word. he was sitting a couple of rows back. and was in front of me when we walked out. shawn kept niaoing him. and tsih ern was being sanba about it. i mean... attracted so much attentionnn.. -hides- david is damn hardworking.. and he's a pro at chinese. my dragon was rather quiet today. exponential was playing bball.. short. my classmates are nice. all of them are helping me to chu qi. acs was pretty wadever today. i have to do smth bout it. well, tt pretty much sums up my "exciting" day. goodnight
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
22:48
i have a sore throat.
it really hurts.
22:46
the zen garden is officially my class teritory. we hogged it all day. having only two lectures a day is bliss. i hope it lasts.
the guy i saw at the jaychou concert is in my school. no wonder he looked familiar. and guessed wad, he took a picture with him. wtf, slap him k. i also wanttttttt -wail- -stomp-
22:30
we ended early today. "early" has seem to have taken on a whole new meaning now.. i reached home at seven thirty.
and guess wad i did?
sleep. sigh..
today was pretty fun. used the twisties LT today.. ate with rain and tsih ern. looked for jonathan and talked a whole lot of crap. tzehao's my new hero today. he plays soccer with skill and agility, except for the part where his shoe flew off. -ahah- he'll be my shifu if i ever decide to play soccer yea? dennis still looks like a dragon. he's damn pissed with robin for calling him a cheekopek face.. seemed to be obsessed by it the whole of yesterday. robin got a bunch of rhyming hate mails today. ahah~ i want to join so many things.. it appears to be managable, but i highly doubt so. so far i have... chinese dance, mad, huangcheng, planning to join sensorium vale, chose touch over canoe, tkd, hnf..which i'll probably drop, and choir which i'll give up too. and how coincidental, everything's at three tmrw! -yeah~- -wriggLe- thankfully i'm not acting for huang cheng, i'll not be able to do the rest then. -phew-
i miss mo. is she still using the same handphone number?
today was pretty eventful. i realised tt there's quite alot bout me going round so far.. may they all die down. david is kind of intimidating.. (if you're not suppose to see this, just move on and pretend you didnt see anything k) i want to do his makeup though. his and a challenging one.. like a yaoye one or smth. the new word i learnt today. -beam- jonathan came up with an average of about five. -sigh- typical acs wad.. even his friends didnt show much face. ahah~ sorry rain. :) dennis called me an angel.
aannnngel. -cuRtseY- i guess there goes my dream of having a low profile. -biSh-
ok. hinting... if you're interested in acs, you can go to the other one to get more opinions. normanative. correct?
this is kinda long
Monday, January 13, 2003
00:49
have so many things on tmrw.. i want to go for the class bbq. i want to go for funk. i have ballet. but i can only attend one, more or less.. sigh.
xm want to come crash my school tmrw?
00:45
jc life must have taken its toll on everyone. they're all sleeping early.
xm, i miss you.. lots.
Sunday, January 12, 2003
21:13
if you havent been told, i have a new name... jayme. asa (also spelt as)
jay`me -beam-
01:36
ok. back.
i apologise for the lack of details here..
campfire rawks. looking back, o1 was pretty fun. the auditions left behind a sense of sastifaction. the flag and our item made my class closer. my fact rawks.. and so does my facthead aka datou and of cos snoopy!! ahah~ only when they dont bully me and dump a whole load of flour/dough/goo all over me and smear it on my hair and face. ewww.. i got shouldered on my jaw by this acsballer.. qingyao if i'm not mistaken. hurted like shit. the impact was so great i practically flew. went to school to bathe. saw laoshi. -beam- my dragon aka dennis is my new hero. our snrs are nice pple. brought us out for supper after campfire and supported us a great deal during the preparations. everyone thinks i'm a nballer..
eh? my fact pple are nice...in both sense of the word. -beam- -winkk- my chinese sucks. my acs' chinese rawks. my class keeps sabo-ing me. dennis' bday is coming. we have a slack day on monday. we're planning to 1) play mahjong, 2) crash rj, 3) dance. i love my new cd. i like my class cheer. my voice broke
again. this pretty much sums up the second half of my week.
another amazing discoveries..
everybody likes jaychou
00:21
phew... these few days have bee nlong and tiring. finally. all over. let's see..
jay chou rawks!!
just came back from his concert. havent even changed yet. and guess where we were sitting? hiak hiak -gloat- second row. rawks.. he's soo... so.. talented, so cute. terrible eyebags though. he sang all my favourite songs! played the piano to three songs and the guit, and bball. rocks! his bball is zai can.. and his dancers are cute, just tt they blocked my view at times. jaychou is so cute... esp when he smiles, smiled twice today. i'm so crazy i'm wearing my jayjacket now. i want to take a photo with him.. i want some of his sweat on my arm. it may sound crazy, but its the best thing i can get. ahhh!! he rocks. anyone want to trade my mtvasiaawards tic for a ticket to his concert tmrw? he was so cute as a child... -fawn- and he's damn muscular. most pple get fat after a while like britney spears who was so so so super skinny at the begining. but jaychou is muscular. -floating- not those kind of bulky ugly muscles but the nice type.. if you know wad i mean. everyone was singing, you should have heard it. the audience area was pitch black with the exception of multicoloured swaying lightsticks, you should have seen it. ok, enough for now, you must be bored. going to change/bathe now. brb.
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
23:56
we cheered shan ge the ny way - the best way.
we rawk.
23:53
we sang songs today.. and i was reminded of sihuan. all of a sudden, i felt so...lonely, so wrong. its like the pple tt are suppose to be around me are gone. no sihuan and huiyi or christy to explain cheem chinese words. no xiaomin to act siao with. no white hair to pluck. no apple, no orange.. no vibrating laughter. no nothing. -sob- all the fun times and happy moments will be nothing more than just fond memories locked up away in a corner of my mind and other more 'interesting', more recent stuff will fill it, trying desperately to shut them out. one by one pple will be leaving.. michelle, mouse.. soph, zhi, leona, steph... and then the chances of meeting a hot babe will dwindle rapidly. but these memories, the two years of fourseven, will remain ever so livid in my
nao hai li. (sihuan language) its so sihuan-ish here, it seems weird tt she's somewhere off. i wonder if pple are happy where they are. i wonder if they are alright. i hope i'll not be wiped out of their memories. i hope they'll say 'hi' to me where ever. it seems that the whole of today was filled with my class.. not literally, but you get wad i mean. everywhere and everything we did screamed, "fourseven rawks!" the cheer, the flag, the games... even the dance..kind of at least. so everyone, i'll say it now.. love you lots. -tear trickle's down my cheek- hot is cool. we rawk.
alright!
we're hot!
we've got the steam, we call the shots
we're so cool we make you drool
we are the class to rock the school
oh yeah!
you bet!
we've got the groove, we cant be had
take our hint, we're already in
dont make a din, we're gonna win!
00:25
ok. finally, i'm able to use this exploded comp. yayy!! after reaching home i had to wait bout half an hour for this thing to be fixed, then another three while my dad and mum took turns to use it. phew. yayy!!
we've gotten our classes so far and the orientation
orientation hasnt exactly started yet. my class is.. quite rawk-y so far. only seven guys, and most of whom cannot make it. sigh.. only three in the entire school and none in my class. :( this is sad. but one of 'em is in my fact though.. :) hiak hiak.. so far everybody's been pretty united, which i find pretty amazing. yifen's classmate's in my class.. some pretty nice rg pple. some rather bimbotic-in-a-way sc pple. a group of chinese high tt i call "chinese high" and two ac pple which i call "acs". and a few others from here and there. marched over to chinese high during break today and nearly went into the bomb shelter. ate togeter. took pictures. asigned pple english/nicknames. marched back. and -gasp- wonder of wonders.. of all the eleven or so ac pple in my school, there's one gentleman... and he's in my class! rawks.
our teacher's kind of strict.. or rather follow-the-rules kind. and tt means... no coming late, no funny hairstyles, no dissappearing socks, no painted nails, no dyed hair.. gah. i must learn to be guai. and i've been called a sucker... by robinne/robinna/hood/batman/etc. -bleughhh- haihan's my class councillor. i'm the same height as him. kewl~
ok... picking out the better stuff, i've found a 'mr cellophane'. -beam- and no, not the "
cellophane, mr cellophane, could've been my name, mr cellophane.." but as in cellophane paper? he's damn into cellophane paper lor.. and keeps pushing his ideas on others.. tt's how on he is.. gah. mr cellophane. he explains his stuff like... a thousand zillion times? (peat and repeat went fishing, peat fell into the water, who was left? ahah~) get the picture? he should get to know my mum, they'll make great friends. its nice to have such on pple around, so i wasnt mean and merely tried to get him to move on... -cuRtseY-
i kept getting sabo-ed today. so horrible!!! the first thing i did was to make an alliance to get protected by pple and not sabo each other. and -_- they all played me out k! the first chance they could... -sigh- i was also forfeited to sing a song. aaaaarrrrghhhh~~
went to nj today. saw jasmine. i miss her... i miss everyone!! let's go to the beach again k? and if i were in the same school as her, we would be lappartners again. -wriggLe- nj is full of mosquitos. she was resting from her trg with changyi. tried to sneek pass unnoticed, but kinda failed. no one would believe me when i told them i was in nj. :( is it tt unbelievable? she kept asking with those doubtful eyes again and again.. tsk.
ok. its late. just realised i have resident eyebags. suck. and my msn is down. too afraid to turn on icq. troublesome.
Sunday, January 05, 2003
01:34
so far, i have used up 104 smses for this month.
01:24
muru was right. i feel damn bad now. gahh.. but its not really my fault wad. i cant believe how des everyone is. sucks.. hey everybody, go get a life la.. -biSh- i really dont feel like replying anyone. feeling terribly sian. gah.. and i dont feel like blogging either. go away everybody.
and oh.. happy a little late birthday tinkerbelle -laughs- -pats-
quote of today:
"cosmo, call me a cab.."
"alright, you're a cab."
Saturday, January 04, 2003
01:58
xm, you're such an ass.. send so many chinese mails, how to read. i just deleted them all... sorry. :/
01:57
i hate pple who play me out.
though i dont appear to notice, yes, i hate you.
01:53
extraa. extra. extraaa.
felt damn extra today. sigh.. it'll be smth i have to live with again i guess. at least for another few years. he felt it too.. but what to do. we cant always blame ple for being insensitive. -shrug- i guess its my own fault for not being smart. but then again, i've always been extra. ahah~ today it was extremely bad though. but i guess i was not really in the mood to let it affect me.
01:43
joke of the day: if we de-on deon, then wouldnt he be off?
feel lyke crashing his orientation tmrw.
i think this will be another incoherent one. its like all the fun of blogging has diminished totally. briefly, i think i'll have to make new long-term plans for this new place. and i think i'll have to abandon my hopes of going to a certain place. i think why i finally wanted to go there in the first place? one, i didnt know so many of them would be going. two, i kind of wanted to learn their mass dances. dont ask me why.. the dance is indeed rather eh.... ahem. but i was naive. ahah~
so far, havent really met new ple in my school.. just as well too.. i'm probably too overwhelmed with lethargy to think straight. and gah~ ac pple are really... gah~ they dont appear to be very gentlemenly nor very refined. oh well.. -shrug-
aspiration number one: keep a low profile.