Summertime

Wednesday, February 26, 2003

simone just told me tt she knows my cousin.
she thinks joshua is shuai. -beam-
now i remembered why i wanted to go to ac already. to pretend tt i have a really shuai boyfriend like him. ahahah... me and my antics. and i guess tt was partly the reason for rj too. simone just said tt we look alike.. "both of u have the same cool face" -_- "got....u look so cool" gosh. i'm laughing so hard.. this is not good. i must look like xiaomin. ~~eeps!~~ oops. -heh-

ah.. it is things like these tt make me want to collect my results oh so badly.
i'm weird

Tuesday, February 25, 2003

Hi all,

The official announcement has been made. Results this Fri. See you all in NY.

Thank goodness i finish sch at 12.30 so i'll be back by 1pm latest :)

Good news for all...till fri. ms seet

just a while ago i was still feeling euphoric and bouncy and hyper active about getting my new number. i was literally floating and wheeing about, so awake.. now, its no more hyperactive, its hyper ventilating. eepsss!! grrr.. i shouldnt have gone back to the comp. -bish- i mean, i was so excited over the weekends bout this. can go back to school and see my long lost friends once again. can see laoshi, can go kou their dance and criticize, and get fawned over and hugged and laugh and become a moon again. bah... its a wonderful feeling seriously. now the whole idea seems so surreal. -swallow- can i dont go back to school?

there's really almost nothing left.
this is sad
-shrug-
this sucks

i told my mum it'll probably be friday cos tt's wad yingxiang said. then she asked if i spoke to him. and blah blah blah, i said he may have forgotten who i am by now. and she said not likely. then dunno wad happened and she said she asked his mum if he had a girlfriend. i said he doesnt look like he sort who would really care. then cant remember wad happened and she commented tt he was naughty in primary school. i said tt he was like me lydat.. more or less at least. she said, "no la.. you were timid last time." see.. this proves to you tt i am really guai, even my mother has the impression. schools should really not call parents up. it spoils the image. -furrow-

you are horrible. yes, tt shall be ur name from now onwards. dont look around, its you. lousy poo.. -glareee-

Monday, February 24, 2003

clarifying.. please take what tish says with a pinch of salt.

not sure if we're staying over at venessa's tmrw. hmm.. maybe i wont go to school and collect my results. it seems oh so real just being there. my mum thinks i'm afraid because i told her tt if i cant stay i'll go either to cj or aj. hmm.. -ponders- i've given up on ac. i mean, initially it seemed fun... you know, go there and kek myself. i dont know why i like to irritate myself at times.. so yah, i've given up on tt. ok, yah tt's all pretty much crap.

i was like on the verge of beating up tish today. i called her enthu bunny. -fumes- bah.. but you should have heard what she did! and she couldnt stop laughing. -double fumes-it was er... highly embarrassing. then the bee was there. i mean... ??!?!?! he asked me of my impression. what could i say? -buries self-

let down your defences
use no common sense
if you look you will see
that this world is
A beautiful, accident, turbulent,
succulent, opulent, permanent

Sunday, February 23, 2003

after so long i'm finally tired. and i have jts tonight. maybe i'll go for a while. the cab aunty yesterday was so nice. she rushed all the way for me. :) even waited till i walked up and all. phew.. class ended late and i was like already so so so super late for huang cheng. hmm... whoever said the skunk was shuai? heh.. xm and bell, yes, its one of my d's. ahah~ i think the fox is better. you should see him in the suit. just tt it doesnt look as great as it should be when he slouches. lalalaa~ the sky was so clear last night. you could see countless stars.

Saturday, February 22, 2003

just finished watching the dance. its nice.. i tell you, if we do it properly, i'll cry while watching it. serious. its good enough to gan dong pple. i am touched. ok. we must get into finals. hmm.. what this dance needs at the end is a tuo ju. cos the music builds up into smth grand and we need a climax to back it up. a few more weeks to the competition. we can do it. definately. -nodd-

bah.. going to have to leave soon for class. wonder why i even bother coming here. i'm so full. shouldnt have eaten so much. but the biscuits were really very nice. the cookies too. and the icecream. :( sigh, this temporary thing is never going to materialise.

Friday, February 21, 2003

didnt run today. cos of dramafest. - :) - heh.. i'm so happyyy.. -bliss- guess who i met on the way home... bry!! -tada- ahah. its been like so so so long.. we just sat below her block and talked for like an hour. so much to fill each other in on.. hmm, actually it was her filling me in. i dont exactly have a happening life. -nodd- i dont know what happened, but like all of a sudden i wasnt tired anymore. instead, i became all excited and full of energy. the bus rides home seem oh so far away now.. dont even see the bus pple anymore. gah. yesh, this is the highlight of today. -bow-

going for dramafest soon. cant take a lift from anyone.. everyone's out. ok, so i have to walk all the way out again. - :( - wish i could drive.

i fell asleep while on the phone just now. hope it wasnt too obvioius.

Thursday, February 20, 2003

didnt have anything after school today. so i went home. on the way, i realised tt class was at five instead of five thirty. reached the busstop at four thirty. reached home at four forty. plonked my heavy bag down. drank a glass of milk. ramaged for another bag. took my stuff out to transfer. grabbed the tube of cheese biscuits. left. didnt eat the pizza on the table. didnt take off my shoes. ahah~ anyhow.. reached home before dark today -cuRtseY- the sun sets later here i realise.. just drank a gigantic cup of juice. -bloated-

today i could remember the date - 20.02.2003. each time i wrote it i thought of waichee.
..ha*ppy birthday dear..

i finally know who yanping is. :)

Wednesday, February 19, 2003

waichee came today. -wHee!!-
more pple should come and visit.. -inno-
its so different without pple to crack jokes with. oddly, i kind of miss the dee-ing. heh~ and i'm not in much mood to be tt lame anymore.. not tt i was much of it anw. :) still.. hmm, looks like all the nj pple are breaking up. cool. -biSh- going through mails now.. it seems strange how robin and i can get along now. its like, i tease him.. a lot. and he sits in to listen to our dumb bimbotic conversations like... "taz and pole.. chooe one." oreintation seems so far away now. we used to rub shoulders a lot then. all the glares and the steam excaping from our ears... its all part of a memory now. most of them at least. -gaSp- know smth? i feel like hugging momo's waist now and of course, playing with belle's ... er... hair.

sigh, countless tutorials piled up from long ago awaits me. i really should start acting guai. ~~really~~

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

-bOinkk- i saw you today.

"...bloody shit!!"
"hmm.. shit cant be bloody. unless its constipation. say, 'constipation!' next time."

went out after prac today. -phew- so long since i last gone out after school.. thought i would be late at first, since i realised like... late, tt i had huang cheng. so i did a quick one and finished in like five minutes. then eileen wanted me to pack up and all.. so tt took another five. bah.. walked out with the banana today. normally i dont talk to him much, if you dont count the hi's and all.. his hair was exceptionally brown today. -ponder- gah~ so many breaks today. slackk.. it should rain on friday. then we dont have to run. yayy!! saw my angel today. was supposed to pass him his letter, but there was half a page of big gigantic space below and i hadnt filled it with a picture. wrote it during chem today and i really didnt have anything to say. so i signed off.. it was like six centimetres long? -haha, harry potter style- tt's like.. dunno how many feet. ahah~ i have so much more to say. but i really cant be bothered. hmm.. i'm not making much sense and it doesnt really flow today and i'm over using the word 'really'. ~~really.~~

question of the week...
angel or expo?

Monday, February 17, 2003

lalala.. we are in talentime finals.. -sings- lalalalalala~ -bOunce- -danCe- -spin- -twirL- -bounce- -skip- -fly- -beam- -bOunceeeee- lalalalla~ isnt this great or wad? -yippeeee~- i'm walking on sunshine...yeah. :) lalalla~ -adrenaline floods my veins-

ouch. i fell down the steps twice today..
my poor lousy ankle.
-pat-

Sunday, February 16, 2003

i dont know if you saw it when i said tt my phone is not in use anymore. so here it is again..

i have no working line now. not this week.
sorry everyone..
it sucks not being able to keep in touch with you. -looks-
yesh, you.

i like my guestbook now. -beam-
thanks pal..

it has been a week already. but it seems like such a long time. such such a very long while. everything happened so fast. its like it never even started, like it was already there before i even realised.

ok. i should go do smth else now.
goodnight`

Saturday, February 15, 2003

janice knows alot. about everyone.
cant believe i just knew her.

i am tired. slept through out the whole breifing.. heh. after dinner i was sleeping too whn diya came over and pounded the table. i had a heartattack.

wasnt pissed today. i guess i've learnt to deal with it. feel proud for me.

i was so sleepy during dance though, even after the icecream. kept making fin od tish and her ostrich. shanshan shound be called sunshine. dont you think its cuter? -beam-

tried to act guai today cos my parents were coming down to school. but in the end i didnt even finish a question. -shrug- tish was distracting me.. i'm full of excuses. so we did the dramafest dance bit and played around with sleepyhead's sc friend's discman. phew, tt was a mouthful. sleepyhead is a nice person. he just turned and gave me a sweet. so sweet huh... -ahah-

i found someone who is adorable when acting sweet. another acceptable one.. grand total: two.
hwa chong is a sad place.. many decent pple. only this many acceptable ones. -wriggLe-
i saw something today tt made me unsad. from being so immune to being elated. -wHee!!-

ok, going to bathe now.

Friday, February 14, 2003

please sign the g`book if you're here... its only polite.
i dont care how you stumbled upon this... ok, i do.

why are there so many songs about rainbows..
what's on the other side?
rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
rainbows have nothing to hide.
so we've been told
and some chose to believe it.
i know they're wrong
wait and see.

when i stepped into school day, it was buzzing with excitement. i thought it was a bit too ridiculous.

when i reached my class bench, i realised it was just me.

i made up my mine this year not to give anybody anything. must be fair right? so there i was empty handed. my gummies were with catherine. ergh.. i'm rambling again. bleugh. seven four pple are nice. my seven four guy gave me this colourful notepad. its so sweet.. it was least expected. -aww..- wenhui gave us a me-to-you key chain that he made during math s (or was it bio?) yesterday.. heh~ i asked him to. :) dragon gave me a flower... tt jingwen took to look at and never did returned it. -biSh- and of course the usual chocolates.. sweets.. which disappeared rather fast. catherine gave me instructions to eat her's only when i got home. ahah~ bad robin was so funny.. and because of him we decided to call the beaver skunk. and his lousy photocopy, skunk-zzz. long story. my angel gave me a dogggg. so nice. the highlight of the day was bio lecture.. but it turned out to be a disappointment. yanchoo thought so too. :( instead, chinese rawked. sleepyhead's classmate wasnt there so he sat next to me. he didnt bring his stuff.. sleepyhead is a nice person. really. he even allowed me to call him sleepyhead. -beam- so we talked and i told him he looked familiar and all. blah blah blah.. i tried to squeeze the sc thing out from him, but he didnt budge. -poof- this may sound weird.. but he smelt nice. as in... i dont want to elaborate. he shared his chocolates with us. so sweet huh? "nah, for you, since you're so nice today.." reminds me of the new year food. heh~ he has a cool name.

oh, have you heard? i'm in cheerleading. surprise surprise.. wasnt betting on it. the response was like overwhelming.. "the bimbo fac" as rain calls in. -grr- everyone was good and i'm not. sharing the second and third priority: s7 dancestuff.

had friday pe today. kiwi too.
i dont like pe on fridays.

i was on tv just now. cool
jaychou was on tv just now too. even cooler.
the mtv asia awards looked good. cant believe i gave tt up for fac outing. and it did nothing for my low profile. (angel reminded me again. heh~)

Thursday, February 13, 2003

i realised i have a phobia of everything -stare-

i want to get my mortal this pair of cute red slippers i saw at world of sports. its so adorableeee! -squeal- with tiny red hearts on the top. -heh-

my phone is screwed. was rushing off for ballet when the dumb thing suddenly couldnt work. i couldnt call, i couldnt receive my msges. it kept saying "no network coverage". irritating. -biSh- the line must have been terminated. utterly sorry to you all who i was conversing with. -apologetic look- so.. basically, i will be uncontactable (yay!) for a few days. cant find my hicards.. both of them.. so, yah. i hope i get my new line today. if not.. -blink-

stj rawks.. ok, it was slightly boring initially, but then everyone came over to our table. ctrep was so nice.. he was halfway through his stingray when we asked him what it was. he looked up, answered, and ask if we would like to try some... then he gave us the whole thing. same with calvin's pizza. i have such nice snrs yeah? bad robin was so funny.. i mean... kill me, kill me. he said i looked lian. -_- why do all the ri pple say tt bout me? want to fight issit.. -scrowl- we played 'spin the bottle - truth and truth'. at the ps underpass. i wanted dare and dare, but the snrs wanted to know our deepest darkest secrets. thankkfully the bottle never reached me. -phew- the first reaction of bad robin, haihan, as well as ct rep were like, "i got smth to ask you", when we decided to play the game. -eh?- and we extended the family tree. jessica is my mother now, with ctrep and fulun serving her. haihan is someone's daughter.. which makes him indirectly my... granddaughter? this is all so confusing. all i know is tt everyone must be nice to me. ahah~

oh yes, since runyan is called 'run run', you shall be called 'bouncebounce'. -bOinkk-
yesh, tt's so cute. -boinky boinky boinky bOinkk-

hmm.. how's this layout? is it better?
yup, i decided to move it back.

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

i am going out now..
lalala~
the spicy mccrispy is so super darn hot.
remind me to stick to the normal kind next time.
yay yay yay!!
i'm going to by a dragon todayy! -skips- -twirLs-

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stj tmrw.. seems fun. but seriously, it'll just be another class outing for us with the snrs tagging along. haihan will be going. cool. there seems to be this thing btw haihan and i. cant figure out what it actually is.. we're not close or anything, yet there seems to be this... thing. will get back to it when i'm making more sense. -nodd- meeting catherine a few hours earlier to get my dragon a dragon. saw one at carrefour tt day, a purple gurlyyyy one. should have got it then. bahh... maybe we'll meet meisi and evange. this "random" thing is so not random. -roll eyes- but tt's my class for you, what can i expect. should have known..

talentime today was pretty fun. other than my foot cramped up while posing in the weird position for eons.. didnt go for trg today, went for dramafest instead. its quite shitty today, the lights and all were so uncoordinated. it better get better soon. we're going to win. -beam-

drew a walking expo on monster's and ninghan's paper.. heh~ -maluatingggg- i have expophobia. have you heard?

Sunday, February 09, 2003

His palms are sweaty knees weak arms rams are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's chokin’ how everybody's jokin’ now
The clocks run out, time's up over – blough!

i'm so going to take revenge on joseph. such an ass k.. you'll never guess wad happened. i was going to take revenge initially for the email thing, but before i could, he took my phone..after much evation and msged -ahem-. it was so... embarrassing. sheesh. -ahem- was so maluated too.. kept asking who i was and all.. in the end at the advice of the great one, i replied, "i'm one of the two decent girls in hc apparantly." note: this was a quote from the great one. that blew it, -ahem- wanted revenge too.. but both of us are too small to do it physically. it'll have to be smth else. i wasnt really in the mood to converse much with him, feel quite bad. he was visiting.. i was at dance. but who cares about what he thinks. sigh, will prolly see him in school tmrw. talk about maluatingggg.. -biSh- plus, there's talentime tmrw, think he'll be there. argh~

Saturday, February 08, 2003

when we were supposed to fun during the dance today, she kept going, "run... run!!"
all i could think about was snoopy.. they call him 'runrun'

hmm... i stand corrected. so maybe not "a single" good looking person. one. only one. and even tt wasnt good looking.. its cute. and it still is. -beam-

when i first came i thought there WEREN'T A SINGLE gd lking person :D but actually when you look closely (very very very closely) there are some ok ones la (or is it just that my standards are compromised) hahaha. -- tt's what zhi said.

think its about the same for me. sigh, its sad tt you have to compromised standards to let a minority or pple pass. so far there're only two. -wriggLe-

dance was bleughh today. was damn pissed la. dont ask. it sucked. like i was in sec two again, when i used to suck. at least laoshi was better then? oh well.. only the girls' bball team trained today, didnt make things any better. -ahah ahah ahahaha- haihan was.. not much help. -poof- missed dramafest tech run. the talentime thing after lunch made me feel better. much. i laughed so much, i was so dumb. i was so tired. i made my ankle worse. i hope i'll last tmrw and for monday.. especially. dancing again tmrw, so exciting.

didnt go for class outing today. was feeling anti social. ok, i was feeling exhuasted after class.. and hungry, and i didnt feel like going all the way to marina.. i mean, it was eight. how many hours of dancing was tt? ahah~ i'm lame. -nodd- i want to go back to school again. tt day i saw laoshi and yunhua and da.. i told laoshi quite a number of things about her dance. i think it'll be completely different by next week. -hides- if the jnrs find out they'll kill me. cant wait to go and kou all the actions, to dig out all their expressions and point out the messy parts. this dance can win. the jnrs better. i mean.. i'll just beat them up if they dont. we cant possibly win lydat.. with qianyi somewhere in the middle, tish and i near the back and xy no where in the front. relying on the jnrs now to get back what was rightfully ours. gosh.. i sound so competive here. eeps!

'my best friend's wedding' is such a sad show. i should watched it more often.
zhou jie lun has such a nice voice

and yes, happy birthday joseph.
and of cos sihuan too..

Thursday, February 06, 2003

i want to watch 'catch me if you can.'

i planned out the itinerary for today. felt pretty proud of myself and all.. i mean, i didnt feel shacked. and when i reached home, i discovered my house had become a free frag. (haha, siwei's word..) half expected only my younger sis to be home, but like.. woahh~~ it was like deja vu. another new year celebration. the place was crowded, chattering, lights, music.. you get the idea. so i ditched my plans.. they're still here now. whatever's left of my energy has been drained. there goes my early day, how often can i reach home before nine? -bish me-

ballet was fun today. about time.. it has been about half a year now. i hope this fun feeling will last. i cant do the syf dance, i suck. just as well i didnt get into mad. they were practicing outside audi today.. and its like.. bleugh, no comments. yonghui and sihao were there. ok la, but.. bleugh. phew. probably for cross country. i dont want to runnnn.. they came to take us at ballet today. this giant. i mean, no wonder he got the job, pple in his line of work have an advantage being tall.

touch comp tmrw. just realised. so soon.. i think karen wants to field me in. too bad i suck. i wont get chosen.

the school's being painted. we have to face the left wing for flag raising. -hoorayy- finally, we found out what it was called.. leftwing. arh. -light dawns- expo was like in front of me... heh~ not directly, but three rows away. then guess wad, this super tall chinese high guy had to stand in front of me. -grrr- ask him to change his index no or smth la. -bish- i mean, expo's not exactly very tall.. and neither am i. -wriggLe- expo sat in the same row as me during chem. he should wear this uniform more often. have i said tt before? -smile- i refered to expo as frogprince by accident today. -disbelieve- still unable to imagine me doing such a thing. i mean.... -wince-

she says the sleepyhead is cute.. albert or smth.. he's not. looks awfully familiar though. and he didnt sleep today. ahah~ made my favourite sound today... the catmating sound, as mx would say. its not my fav sound la.. but i used to like to make it. offered us food. nice huh..

yan choo's bday today. we must have sang her about seven songs.. huiping too.

and did you know we won debate? -beam-
what can i sayy..

Wednesday, February 05, 2003

i just realised tt i sound like a bimbo. you probably didnt expect me to be so des. but i am. not des, but a bimbo. -shrug-
hmm.. ben, wanted to ask you smth just now but you left. remind me k..

oh hi dalena.
didnt expect you to stumble upon this at all.. cool -beam-

exponential. xlj
twice.
once during math.. sitting a few rows back with what tish calls "the poser gang" or half of it.
next, walking to the canteen from one of the wing. tish said 'hi' in a sanba manner (as usual) and he half smiled half waved half dunno wad.
yeah..
went to chinese high for dance.. pon trg and huang cheng -teehee-
agnus and dawn kept going -bleep- this, -bleep- that.. about the control freak and his rxn and alot of other -bleeps-
i tried my best to be normal.
when i was dancing today, qianyi went 'imagine the poser gang is watching you', tish, 'yah, think tt -bleep- is just in front.. so you must smile and tilt your head this way and blah blah blah'. basket.. how to dance lydat. it used to be bad enough with all the yue liang (moon) and the olivegreenshirt.
we were at the balcony of the dance studio when i realised -stunned- tt the bball courts were just below. ahah~ tt's the end of the story. -smile- i know its just started, but it'll be all you hear.
goodnight. -cuRtseY-

oh, saw mr chong on the bus todayy.
and did you know we got in to the semis? cool huh
so did the bball pple.
and dont give me tt look. -grrr-

Monday, February 03, 2003

i'm japan. ailies are germany and italy.
pearl harbour is a nice show. wouldnt mind watching it again.
ben affleck is good looking.
it was a fun day today.. the sparklers, torpedo kissing..blahblahblah.
what can you expect?
it's my family -cuRtseY-

Sunday, February 02, 2003

yayy!! i'm so excited. its newyearrrr!!
happy new year to you, oh-great-one, yes you..you know its you. -beam-
i just love such festivals. rawkss.. i like seeing my cousins. i mean.. after such a long time, it rawks la. the last time i saw half of them was on christmas, and newyear.. and of cos the more frequent ones at dinner. lalala~~ i realised tt i cant be bothered with the money anymore. its the interaction tt counts. cant really care bout what i wear and all too.. my cousins wore the shirt i picked out for chirstmas. i have such good taste man. -biSh- ate so so so much today.. the cookies and the tarts just rawk la. there's no kueh ban kek this year. one thing good bout new year with my relatives is tt the goodies are all homemade. i mean, the machine kind sucks la. and you only get them at friend's house. didi kept niaoing me today. i was his servant... i'm on a mission to make him.. "big" see. he'll serve me tmrw. so no lost there. -beam- the usual magic tricks, 'fights' we get into, hand grabbing, punching.. niaoing him bout his pretty girl. ahah~ my dad wore my uncle's shoes. damn funny man. and he didnt even realise. -heh heh- did i tell you i loved the cookies? played cards, complained bout the strict fishball thing, teased each other.. saboed jiawei, exchanged ringtones.. msged each other's friends secretly.. and the list goes on. i just love new year.. the festive feel bout it. it didnt even seemed like new year till just last night. jiam and diane were competing to see who ate the most fishballs. lamo.. jiam and jeanette were having a spelling competiton, both of them suck la. couldnt even spell 'chrysanthemum'.. then chuks they all came over, played uno stacko.. bullied the toys.. attempted to play tabletennis.. blah blah blah. its a long list. the funnest thing? hmm... lying down on the bed digging out his secrets. -beam- kept suaning him bout being antisocial, and trying to convince him tt i'm actually a very guai person.. which is true. serious! haha, i realise this is a pretty crap entry. everybody is downstairs now playing cards, watching vcd and trying to shoot the giant yellow bullet thing. i guess i'll go join them. looks like i'm never going to get to sleep. but then again, who needs it.. ahah~ tmrw they're coming over again. and there'll be cake. yummm... i hope we play sparklers. -tink-

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