Tuesday, April 29, 2003
22:24
dreams till sunbeams find you
sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
but in your dreams whatever they be
dream a little dream of me
Monday, April 28, 2003
20:45
my cousin's are so meannn!! they cant stop niaoing me.. -grr- cant remb wheere i heard it before, but i feel like saying, "wah lao. ass!" ahah~ them and the "hwachonggirl." stoopid captain started it.. then the other two followed suit. -stamp!- the two puny us cuddled up in the giant bed yesterday.. so nice. so fun.. with our nephew and so called scandals. and they know. -wriggle- oh well.. at least i'm prepared for additional niaoing. one of the first things he said was, " any new ringtones?" my cousin tried to pick me up. ahah~ we have a date. the match. whenever it is. so funn.. cousins are one of the best things tt can happen to you.
all of them.
note: all the 'cousin' used refer to different ple.
20:12
i feel lyke a pig. being forced fed.
after such a sumptuous dinner of pineapple rice, satay squid, black pepper chicken, roast duck, chicken and the black sauce thing, my mum wanted to take out sweet and sour fish. thankfully we managed to persuade her to save it for tmrw. then she took out spring rolls, and said tt there's cake in the fridge. and being me, -cuRtseY- i went to take a look. and being me, -cuRtseY- i opened the fridge and said 'where' without even looking. so anw, my mummy came over and went, "we have butter cake, -takes it out-.. chocolate fudge cake, -takes it out-.. kueh lapis, -takes tt out too-.. custard tarts, mua-ji, ang ku gui..." and you get the idea. i feel so.. -beep- hurriedly i told her i'll take the kueh lapis and the fudge cake and quickly went away. i shan't be tempted beyond what i can bear. -nodd-
= jFriday, April 25, 2003
18:55
lousy pig
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
17:55
i realised its fuh leun.
fuhleunny balloony.. stupid dumb dumb kept niaoing me again. kljsa;lketgwl*)erkqjli thankfully the selfappointedknight decided to call me what he self appointed himself for. though i wont say its great, it's at least a semi agreement. i can live with tt. -nodd- its a truce.
Monday, April 21, 2003
21:40
i'm tramatised. i wore the bell today. what made it worse was tt i had to walk in alone. i mean.. it wouldnt be so bad if someone were with me. but nah.. i walked and walked and walked and walked. all of a sudden the path to the class bench seemed like a million miles. i didnt dare to look at anyone. i ran the last five steps into the arms of just... and fake cried for a whole long while. then bell and jingwen and the rest came and.. made adjustments. ahah~ it wasnt tt bad in the end. oh, bad robin is so bad.. :( first he said i looked lian. then he said i look fat. grr... i mean.. -wadever- at least he's truthful.. right? then there was some stuff bout my dad being a president scholar.
cool. they were niaoing me about it apparently. i was like.. super lost. ahah~
i actually ran today. i slept throughout math and econs. i'm so sucky. but i wonder why i'm so tired.. i mean.. i had a long rest the entire weekend. i slept before dinner, while getting my hair done, while watching tv.. i really slept a lot. hmm.. i woke up twice last night though. at three thirty and an hour later. -blink- oh, i asked the exponential curve to join cheerleading. i think he'll ask fulun too.. heh~
today while i was talking to the dance ple, the canoeist walked pass.. think they were going to the hall. we didnt get to do our five-six-seven-eight.. anw, the skunk was approaching and i smiled at him. then i turned and started nudging tish going, "eyy.. beaver, beaver!!" she had no reaction. she continued talking to dunno who. then.. i just turned her around. she turned, and stumbled, and nearly crashed into him. ahah~ both of them got a huggge shock. tish nearly died.. sihuan.. you know what i mean right? -winkk-
har har har.. xiaoyuan says she's
very dissapointed in me. haii.. sort of saw this coming. bahh.. but its not so bad. still pretty long. oh, many ple couldnt recognise me. no one said hi.. and those who did, had to stare for a reaaall long while. i guess i like this better then, less conspicuous. -beam- -twirL- the competition has been moved forward to may. we
must dance in the esplanade. yes, we will.. flowerpot dances do not need care about the stage size. ahah~
ok, one really long entry to make up for everything i guess.. my arms still hurt from the worm. i guess i'm not a real worm afterall. -pout-
Saturday, April 19, 2003
23:02
i can do a worm!!!! -squeals!- i can do a worm... -sings- i am a worm.. i just love myself. -beam-
dont you?Wednesday, April 16, 2003
10:16
haha.. my suspicions were right!! tt leona lo is our leona lo!!! yippeee~~ i'm elated now. i feel like jumping about. har har har.. i remember
her 'controversy' class.. and tt
she told me my pig story was well done. yeah~ ahahahah.. i'm so happy now. no wonder i thought she looked familiar. now we can go round telling the entire world tt she once taught us. -beam-
09:52
lalala.. i'm home now. -twirL- didnt feel like going to school today. oh well.. i'll pop down later. you must be wondering why i'm up so early then.. well, tish called me. actually she's been trying to call me since it was even eight. but i just hid the phone beneath the pillow and continue sleeping. heh~ oh well.. we talked for fourteen minutes and fifteen seconds.
cool huh? this is all pure crap. i'm not so irked today..
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
20:53
just two words..
i'm exhuasted. goodnight
Monday, April 14, 2003
20:41
i have dance everyday. blahh.. i want to go for funk.
i must really thank everyone who helped me come up with a decision. especially to sihuan who helped me figure out what i actually wanted. i flipped the darn eraser like a zillion times.. before which i made ninghan flip the coin a hundred times. thanks babe. but not tt i actually realised what i want, i'm devasted. sigh.. there must be a reason for this to happen. it will come to light sooner or later i guess.. thanks peeps. thanks dj, thanks xm, thanks birdy.. thanks
you.
i have cool cousins. heh~ now we're in this three way conversation. the only prob is tt i cant find my phone. gah.. i have dance tmrw, or i'll go visit them. :/ oh well.. we
will get in the top eight. we
will dance at the esplanade. the dream i had last year will be fufilled. the stage is
gigantic. it'll be hard, but we'll manage. :)
Saturday, April 12, 2003
21:49
arh.. its the pretty one again. -beam-
i'm what cuilian would refer to as on a high. gah.. i was so delighted after eating icecream yesterday. i wasnt even in an icecream mood. :/ i feel fat now. :/
anyhow.. i saw boon today and i'm going nuts. hahahaha.. read sibird's entry bout officially being out of the school.
sigh.. sadd. soo so sadd. i dont want to grow up. just let me remain the way i was. talked to mouse and sibird last night.. so funny. sibird gave me a bloody shock and mouse knows -grin- heh.. and i know how she got updated. i want to get updated too!!! ayeeee.. one day we shall all go for dinner k? i dont want to sit in the well.. update me peeps. -beam- maybe we should take another neoprint once we're out of the pretty outfit. two greys two browns and one umbrella. hahaha.. dont ask me why, but i just think sibird will look like an umbrella in that green ensemble. heh~ see la, all ur fault -pOut- now i cant stop laughing..
not funny wad, very funny meh very funny meh? -straight face- shit.. i really cant stop. green's my fac colour.
cool.
can you just imagine her an umbrella? -laaughs- my cheeks hurt.
Friday, April 11, 2003
22:04
i like to put stuff here. its so pretty. i've neglected the princess. gah.. my hair is so nice now. i want to leave it for tmrw when i'll be a bimbo. then at least i'll be a classy and dignified one.
"for a funKy yet dignified college life" -sniggers- ok, shant get distracted. it smells so nice. she used little -beep- today. but it still smells. i lyke my hair. should i leave it till tmrw? or should i just get out of the entire thing and move on already.. -wriggLe-
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
20:14
that was for pple who like me to ramble.
20:13
the hype around me today must have gotten to my head. i just tried on my uniform. eeps! its not a bell anymore. i think i look like joanna. -thinks-
is tt a good thing? i just added modifications to the thing. its so soft and comfy. yippee! wonder why boon said it'll crease easily. -shrug- i realise too tt the skirt is short. eeps! i hope i dont look too bimbotic in it. i mean.. i'm not denying it.. just dont really want to annouce it. heh~ i think the elastic is nice. should i fold the sleeves once or twice. do i want to look thin or broad shouldered? -thinks- my skirt is always too short. i should really change uniform. but i like the one i'm wearing now!! -whines- i told my mum to keep the stuff. and she said smth about it not being logical and taking up cupboard space. :( just now when we walked pass the escalator, i yelped a little cos my skirt was.. above my knees. like..
woah~ then i hurriedly made.. er..
adjustments. -nodd- creepy. it felt like it was going to fall off.. but at least it was a decent length. hahaha~ the aunty asked me if i was from rj. like...
erm? then there was this girl.. rg or st nicks i think, who was trying on skirts and she asked me which to pick. then i thought her how to tuck in her shirt properly. -curtseY- actually i taught tish and tish taught her. yeah.. tish is like a baby. so cute.. had to teach her how to fold her skirt. hmm.. i guess pinafore pple dont really know how to do things like these. but for tish, its.. :/ so funny.. i was just in there doing nothing of my own but helping pple decide btw
"should i take twenty five or twenty six? how bout twenty six half..", "is my skirt too long?", "is this shirt too small?", "should i fold the sleeves?" so funn.. i just stood there and went,
'dont tuck, fold... just below the last button for you... your sleeves are just nice, dont need to fold.. you should take the smaller one, makes you look thinner... you look very tall today... -blah blah blah-' i think i look so old now. everybody looks taller in this thing. but i dont want to change. i'd rather look short. the uniform smells so good now!! -inhale-
i saw a chinese high guy tt looked like anastasia today.
i still havent tried on the uniform tt draws attention to ur butt. i cant imagine sibird in it. -focus-
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
23:36
it has been so long since i last did smth this intensive or this often. sigh.. i wonder what i use to take. its smth tt helps ur muscles relax i know.. but i just cant place it. argh.. i felt off even before i started. and really blew it. sigh.. tt hamstring doesnt feel as if it'll get better anytime soon. -peer- my muscles are all seizing up on me. this is not good. but if it helps me to shrink its all worth it. -ahah- things i need to do before friday: 1) watch the vcd. 2) practice with au-der-y. 3) find yunhua. 4) find ananstasia. 5) find laoshi. lalala.. and the next week i shall go down to nj. -curtseY- hmm..
voltaren? is tt what it's called? hmm.. i hope my ankle doesnt start to screw up on me. 6) remember to smile. -beam-
Sunday, April 06, 2003
14:52
"what.. what's that face?"
"no, nothing.. i was just thinking."
"i know this is going to end up costing you more money"
"no,
how i know i will always remember this moment for the rest of my life."
Friday, April 04, 2003
22:40
lala, i just reached home and i'm so full. argh, shouldnt have ate so much. but it was just so nice.. met deon and joseph for pool. then i went to meet my dad and visit his newly revamped office. the place was very new and they redid it. i like the sudden splashes of colour. nice. i fell again on the way there. it has been three consecutive days of falling. and i retwisted the same ankle. haha~ i hope i dont slip again during class tmrw. i better not.. -grr- went to didi's again. his friend was there today. chao smart can.. rawks. we pretty much slacked alot today. quite fun actually.. but i kept sleeping. moved from the sofa, to the hammock, to the bed, you get the idea.. i wanted to eat an apple. but i couldnt find one. oh well.. i had tons of twix and crunch :) and i had seven
hum chim pangs.. plus the cupcakes tt dine made.. so yummy. and the butter cookies. gahh..
Thursday, April 03, 2003
23:40
the holidays are starting to feel fun. too bad they're ending soon. this week has pretty much been great. though not as wonderful as i would have liked them to be. but no homework.. the only catch is tt i have to be home quite early for dinner and stuff. except for the oliver night. its enjoyable. but then again, i'm pretty easy to pacify. so.. hmm.. i may be going to didi's house tmrw, i may be going for dinner with haihan. so funn.. haha, i have been neglecting my one hundred.
arghh. i like this holiday. i want to go swimming. maybe tmrw.. if i do neither. maybe sat afternoon. hmm.. remind me someone.
13:51
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i am
so going to kill my class. now i cant receive any new mails. -bishh-
00:38
my mummy knows and has been to ambassy or embassy or however its spelt. cool. i want to go too. i want to go on the glass floor. one day i'll want to go there after stuff at the esplanade. tt way i wont have to dress up twice. i shall wait till tt day comes. my hat otherwise known as the
oliver hat made its debut today. we ate at the bistro. mysteriously, everyone's food ended up with me. -sheesh- and after eating a third of my tiramisu, it mysteriously got stolen and demolished. the fish was nice. so was the calamari. the lagsania was ok. i lyked my tiramisu though.. so nice. but there werent any biscuits in it. :( had cheesecake and a pecan pie too. yumm..
oh, know smth, yesterday as i walked out from class, i realised tt there were very few greedy pple eating icecream. hmm.. normally they'll look at us with this huge bowl of earthquake or the effiel tower thingy tt is my favourite sitting in front of them. hmm.. i think the sars has made pple decide to go on diets. hmm...
cool.
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
13:32
the stars are back
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
22:44
i can survive with three. yes, i wont die. i wont whine. i survived with eight and they were even trampled on my matt matt's groovy sneakers. i didnt die then.. just maybe yowled a whole lot.
i can do it now. -nodd-
12:58
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eeps! all of a sudden i have a flooded mailbox. everybody must be so bored.. bah. and the worse thing is they're all conversation messages so i cant just delete the whole thing. -wriggLe- esther came over this morning.. and i crawled out of bed at nine. actually i woke at eight forty eight. which surprised me.. i slept at four thirty last night. -peer- lalala, i'll be going out this evening. and thursday. and i have loads of work left to clear.
dang.
02:19
not adventurous. too bad. but i guess its fine this way. nice and normal.