Summertime

Saturday, August 30, 2003

hey! ratface is online now!

"damn, its raining here again.." long time since i last heard this. it was raining last week. we were singing rain songs. i was trying so hard. but somehow i just could not recall this song. :/ so sad. i dont know how i could forget the words. i used to sing it many many many times last year. raining or not. :) nice.. memories. its a memory day today.. "we'd watch the rain together so near"

we danced to 'my foolish heart' today. nice! i love it when she uses music like this.. 'here comes the sun', 'singing in the rain' and whatnots. they're always so nice. i tried once. twice. three times. a fourth. and finally i my long lost double. yippee!

i have a bad habit. i like too many colours. just now i went to iseatan to search for the light-shade series of highlighters. must get them before they run out. they've stop making them. while combing through shelves i discovered tt i have whole sets of everything. most of which i dont use. why? simply because they're pretty and.. anw, i hardly use them dry. often times they get abandoned halfway. so i have an entire set of ballsign metallic, rainbow, the other metallic ones, the dark creamy ones.. of which i have two blues, orange and pink. that's like alot. i dont think i'll ever retouch most of those again. hmm.. i dont have many tiaras.. cool :) but its so bad.. its like.. wasting so much money. eeppps! oh well..

thanks for the flower. :) thankyou.

"take my rainbow away
and leave me countless rainy days"

Friday, August 29, 2003

laoshi. laoshi. miss lee. mrs wong. miss fu. miss yeo.

what more can i say? "one-two-three...","who's on duty clean the board."

let' have a picnic in the quadrangle one day.
they changed the trees among the flowerbeds.

new amusement. 'amusement' starts with a. heh~ plays a sexy instrument. its it cool? skinny too. i found the number in my fishy. lalala~

i found a nice pair of shades. red. two hundred and ten. ouch. so i just wore it and walked around. i found this store which has nice frames. found two pretty nice ones. (i was told i had big eyes. i do?) small.. my type. and in pretty funky colours. few greens though. asked the guy.. and i said tt green is this season's colour. he believed me. actually, for the next year or so.. then i tried on that article but they ran out of green. so i had to settle for blue. got another one in cream. -twirL- wanted to get the nice black dragon one.. but i didnt in the end. its so.. jaychou. heh~

i didnt say hi to gtang today. if anyone remembers, help me tell him i said 'hi' k?

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

sometimes its wrong to walk away.
no when there's so much more to say
you just want to change the way the world goes wrong
wish there wish was a chance to say i'm sorry
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
cos i loved and lost the day i let you go..

this was the song during wep. when i did nothing all day except sit in laminar flows and transplanted cloned orchids. it kept running through my head together with 'gone'. sounds familar? i think sihuan would know. somehow hearing the two songs back to back make the whole situation seem so vivid all of a sudden. liked it just happened not too long ago. i realised i'm still holding on to everything of the pass. my head tells me its fine. but i know otherwise. it wasnt my fault then.

my comp is back with a new and improved burner! yepps! :) but i dont know why my dad bothered with the burner. we'll be getting a new comp soon if i'm not wrong. -shrug- remind me to get blanks.. -jumps-

did i mention tt mr anastasia will be the new so-called motivation?
sometimes its so... -breathe-

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

darwin is studying behind me now. that fellow just said tt he should sit more often when we talk. hmphf! like he's tt tall anw. :( oh well, this reminds me.. i should start studying too. tons to catch up on. so to all out there, please stop bothering me. thankyou. -cuRtseY-

my sister left this morning, and i didnt go to see her off. :/ 'nuff said.

Sunday, August 24, 2003

oh, unless you're jaychou. then its quite different. -beam- ok, it's really different :)

mummy asked what's wrong with him.
i mean.. its just simple. i dont like old guys. heh~ smaller boys i can tolerate, but.. heh, yes.
i hope he doesnt drive soon. it'll scare me quite a bit.

Thursday, August 21, 2003

i promise you i wont do it. i have made up my mind.
for my friend..

daily doses of angel. and i dont go looking for them.

happy birthday didi!
are you surprised?
bet you didnt expect it.. haha~
wanted to find you at school. but i end late these few days. =t

i missed gp and prac today. and i dont have to make up! yeah.. had to take photos for the integrated program thing today. danielle couldnt stop making fun of me. just too.. -bish- and miss ng.. hey! dont you agree i have mean pple around me? -hmphf- oh yes.. there was a carrisonish guy. so similiar.. even.. the age? mikial could sense it too. eeps!

just and i stood at the lockers tanning out fingers today. quite dumb. and they dont look much different.

i'm glad tt i dont have horrid teachers like the nj ones. phew..

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

ok. right.. here it goes!

i have no phone now.
i keep forgetting my new resolutions.
i have decided tt it will be my new goal to walk faster.

i am a vegetarian.
i have decided tt it is cruel to eat birds tt sit around and dont do much and cows who's only crime is to wake the sleeping camper at five with its ling long bell. so why not devour the lousy thing tt sits immobile while electrons prance around within it.. they dont really deserve much anw. space takers..

i will stop eating rubbish.
i will do at least one hour of work each day.

i owe vanessa money.
i got an allowance raise.

finn sat in front of me today. his hair looked soft.
darwin doesnt gel up his hair anymore. harder to recognise now. he says it's cause i said he looked better tt way. i did.. and he does.

i saw leon the other day. couldnt place a name to tt face. he looked vaguely familiar. he was wearing uniform. then he waved. so being the new and improved friendly me, i waved back. and wrecked my brains later trying to figure out who he was. anw, saw him again after school.. he played bball i think. and he told my my blocktest results suck. oh well.. that's no lie.

i have decided to be friendly. no matter how scary pple may seem.. it is no fault of theirs tt they never fail to freak me out. and that is not a valid reason for me to be less friendly. i will not hide when i meet scary pple.

i love shopping sprees.

sam has left.
so fast right? and we didnt even spend much time together. the woes of being in new places. -sigh- another six months i guess.. what can i do.

angel got a haircut.

miss bimbo looks like jessica. no wonder i found her so familiar. -beam- another great discovery. i said hi to her tt day. she lent me her stapler.

Saturday, August 09, 2003

and yess, happy national day singapore.
i saw ricky martin say tt on tv just now, and i realise why i turned down two tics to his dunno wad yesterday. heh~

have i told you i love singapore?
every single bit of it.

fireworks tonight.
i'm going out now. -cuRtseY-

i have so many things to do i dont feel like wasting my time here. but i'd like to have smth to remember tt moment by.

yesterday was pretty fun. ok, it kind of rawked. it has been such a long long time since i spent time with yifen. i didnt realise how long it has been till last night. we laid down on our cuilian's mat and admired the clear blue sky. it gradient across the horizon. facinated by that streak made my a jet plane.. our psuedo shooting star streak. her flower. and balloon which flew away halfway through. discovering each other's scandals. laughing. rolling around. talking off our shoes. having minute arguments bout how fattylity equals and does not equal strength. we went to starbucks. tt used to be our weekly ritual last year, where i did the caterpillar thing again.

long lost memories, now founded. we shared a cab back.

remember those days we used to organise mini outings like this? how we would all take the train back together while samantha's brother would fetch her? the stuff at kallang, vt, party at huimin's house, dinner, and whatever whereever whenever.. i remember the teasing bout the scandal with mff.. a different mff. yes, its what you're thinking.

and wonder of wonders -gasp- cuilian finally found out tt dancer's are always late! hahaha~ how slow can she get. -slaps-

anyhow, i really loved impromtu last night. didnt you find it absolutely beautiful? i want to be in smth like tt.

when night fell, that expanse of blue tt hung overhead had been shadowed with tuffs of dirty clouds tt somehow glowed red. we could only see one star... which turned out to be a planet.

Wednesday, August 06, 2003

i just apologised to retardee. i rawk

hundred mark feet. i like tt.

i"so how's the hundred mark feet doing?" -regina

thankyou everyone who helped me. thanks waichee for the card. thanks yunhua for that last early in the morning practice. thanks ms lee, ms mccully, christina, yifen, regina, aiyah.. my entire class. congrats too. thanks my parents, my sisters and all my friends. and most of all, thank you god.

i am happy, yes. elated, maybe.. but i'm not sure why i'm not as glad as i should be. when cuilian mentioned, i sort of wished tt it would be me. i was excited. now, it just all feels normal. why? shouldnt i get to bask in the glory a little longer? -ponders- anyhow, i have like a dozen blisters on my swollen toes. ok, tt's exaggerating it a lil too far.

hmm.. i am currently in the midst of informing those involved so as to thank them. its only polite. should i let her know as well? but i guess yifen will tell her someday. oh well.. -twirL-

maybe i wont stop next year after all.. another challenge - par de deus class. so maybe my spelling sucks :)

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

say nighty night and kiss me
just hold me close and tell me you miss me
while i'm alone as blue as can be
dream a little dream of me..

Monday, August 04, 2003

all of a sudden i feel lyke being in the same school as sihuan.

Saturday, August 02, 2003

i'm pissing the small boy off. haha~ but its not my fault.

mammon inc. is a nice book. and watching the play allows me to enjoy the book cos i already know what will happen :)

went for class. it has been like such a long long long time since i danced i forgot how lousy i was. oh well.. i saw a mini-me today. so skinny so hyper. marie shouldnt be a mini-me. she's too tall. and she's from sc. :/ i truly suck.

i bluffed yanxuan today. anw, what's wrong with shopping alone? i find it a novelty. i mean.. how often do pple get to go shopping alone. its fun. this season is dress season. and the dress vanassa and htail helped me choose out at thirtysevend is gone. but then again.. tt was like how many months ago. went into the exnotebookshop (tt happens to be closed each time i pass by.) they didnt have any lined books. :(

i feel like watching singing in the rain now. or maybe i'll watch sex and the city. a chorus line?

oh, waichee i didnt go to esplanade in the end.
and -beam- a big hello to huimei! -waves excitedly-

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