Summertime

Monday, June 28, 2004

butterflies in my phone. i know i should be studying but.. yayy!

Friday, June 25, 2004

i woke up realising there's still vera! she's strong. -poof- there goes my little daydream.

today she said, "three princes." that would mean three princesses. i do hope one of them can be me. micheala, christina... the next shall be me. my five years is almost up and i'm even further back than before it started. oh well.. micheala will prolly get him. but i'm not complaining. i think she deserves him. she's so pretty. equally pro. she's the only one left from her batch. i hope we dont become like that. if i want your snoopy, i must be better than her. yikes, its gonna be hard. today i looked across and i was just mesmerised. it used to always be like that in the past. the both of them just makes me wanna feel it all over again.. even though i thought the music was.. yack.

amazingly i have never looked upon her like i did with them before. there have been two, she can be three. we all need inspiration and aspirations. i wonder if i am to the tumbletots what they are to me.

disclaimer: just random thoughts. not out to make sense.

i'm glad i went and stayed today. after math i was so garrish i wanted to just head home to my crab and prawn salad.

i didnt order photos again. -mental note-

my ankle hurts. i thought i was over it two years ago..?

everyone, stop asking me out till after my block tests!!!! -grrrr-

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

when hot gets a little bored staying up waiting for matches to start, guess what he does.. he msges me! haha~ he tried to guess my eyecandy. and happened to be quite right, just a season too late. then he gave me his take on it. i was like, "are you straight? oh wait.. you like -beep-" haha~ funn.. as damien puts it, 'paedo cheryl.' but hot's never going to find out. haha~

Friday, June 18, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY WEILI!!!

oh, wanted to ask him bout his performance but he went it by then. after class, i forgot. he was telling me bout some cheem and long sounding thing in the back.. turned out to be leds.

this is gonna be all about dance. so i might advice you to skip the entire thing. -cuRtseY-

my toenails ache.. huimin style. now i finally understand how she felt. i mean.. it happened recently before but not to such an extent. i have two blisters. unbroken.

anw, hightlight of today.. i danced with christopher! a random thought of how it would be to dance with him ran through my head briefly before class. never thought it would really happen. micheal came back today and i had a feeling in my stomach that i would get him. dead tired throughout barre. i mean.. it was a sluggish day. julia guessed correctly. -scrowls- i never felt so drained after a tumbletot class. anw, it was on the barre that i trampled all over my toes. ack.

i suppose that's why everything got squashed later on. or it could be from the rejected toepads. (i lost a side of my favourite pair and stupid sonata doesnt have any. same with pointe shoes.. i've been waiting for like a month. trust them to do things like this.) -bish-

anywayyy.. (keep getting distracted), i couldnt help feeling so excited about christopher. even though he's yf's and all.. haha~ i wanted to laugh or grin so badly but everyone was serious so i bit my lip and held my breath. he's so pro. but i felt he was kinda off today. then again, so was i. talk about funn.. i try to match his style, which is quite easy cos its pretty similar to mine and had an idea of what to take note of after dancing beside him the other day. noticed smth, i never seem to understand what he's saying. i always go, "huh? i dont know what you're talking about." said it three times today and once the other day.

he says:
i'm turing wrongly.
my leds are uneven.. or smth like that.
i should hold harder.

we have the same timing.. or maybe its because i'm following him.
i cant turn with him. sucks. is it because i'm off or what? its like.. huh? what's happening. i mean.. i didnt go up just for one round. maybe being oversized is not working with him. with peter-snr, i can do it decently. so.. what's up? (usually get peter too. which is good, cause he likes me. -beams-)

we keep clashing too. when i try for half a dozen rounds, he plans for one; when i plan for one, he tries to do many.. i end up falling all over the place and tiping to the side. wanted to sort the whole thing out afterwards, just to prove that it is possible to do a dozen rounds between us, but stupid toe. when i extend that attitude, he'll tip me over to make it a high leg. cheater. then when i lower the leg, following the music, he'll resist. cant remb what else but i was so excited telling esther bout the whole thing. its like.. the first time since that we've danced together.

he promanades slowly. not as fun as micheal and peter here.. i shall get use to his angling.

he has nice line. somehow i still think that our styles match even though its quite strange physically.. looks-wise. the same with micheal and juila.

thanks for reminding me bout snoopy. i was wondering why it seemed so familiar. so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! he's so cute that i cant help but laugh. each time after the lift i'll lose balance and he'll have to steady me. i didnt even realise it until i saw him kicking with one hand. so nice right?

i wonder if he thought of you while dancing just now. i bet he did. i did. maybe its why he didnt talk so much. i know he talks while dancing.

i know what gina and cuilian thinks of him.. but i still maintain my stand.

micheal gave us pretty pictures from his trip.

me, "is micheal away? i havent seen him for a long long time."
jac, "he's in america, i think.."
audrey and gina, "i think he went to paris or smth."
me, "then he msged me from overseas?"
jac, "he msged me too and when i asked him which micheal he replied, 'from class, from america.'"
dont know if you'll get it but it still cracks me up everytime.
coincedence - we saw him that very night. (back from america and all.) :)

andy ponned today. bet he didnt want to hurt himself.

while sunning my shoes this afternoon i discovered that i'm out of shallac. -frowns-

i need new shoes! arghhhhhhh..

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

columbia? maybe i should follow them and just go there. but then.. this is stupid. i already know what i want. -laughs-

chengteng, gen.. you two never fail to keep me amused. its like.. ongoing! haha~ i like chengteng. both hot and cold, depending on my mood. made meringue the other day. its not as hard as i always thought. willy says that my meals are unhealthy. -thinks- really? maybe a little. maybe a lot.

this is totally pointless.

Saturday, June 12, 2004

today i laid on that mat again counting the stars above. i missed you lying next to me. its different. will i see you soon?

first i laid and admired the cloudless sky, with its one lone star. we were commenting how it would be 'under the star', or rather planet, if none of its kind showed up. i thought about the expanse of blue.. azure. it reminded me of your leotard. i thought of you having econs.. and how she has her keynes in her bag too. it was good. it was fun. we had so much food. i had a great time. i supposed it could be better though.. oh well. -shrug- i want to do paridiso again. just to give one perfect shot. i shall give no attitude this time. what am i thinking anw? i know he wont ask me ever again.

i make too many mistakes.

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

thanks everyone. i guess the hype bout dance night's still on. everywhere i go, its all i hear/read.

we should really have more class outings. so fun.. even if i wasnt there half the time. our sherperd's pie was nice. yayy! thanks.. for locking me in the room with lionel. thankss.. -_-

wee willy winky runs through the town, upstairs and downstairs in his night gown..

Sunday, June 06, 2004

we did a hundred and sixty five light cues. according to you-know-who, its the biggest production ever done in that auditorium in that sense.

when the final curtain closed. i couldnt help but smile. everything was wonderful. sure, the usual mishaps were there but we werent daunted.

let me see: 1) the malay girl fell sick and listening to the senario nearly made me miss a cue. 2) rushing out to check the situation in the house made me anxious and all jittery to focus but xue rou's dance calmed me with its few light cues. 3) i missed the straddle light but i used the cue for the end of the first half. it shifted the focus but looked great. 4) na jiu shi wo lights were good but not the best. 5) for chun jiang i called a cue early. it didnt look bad just less impactful.

on the brighter side, 1) the moving lights were fabulous. 2) when i was slightly off renying was alert. 3) didnt miss li bai's dream part. 4) no warzone on stage. 5) no fallen props and fans. 6) no spilled bubbles. 7) the chickens cracked all of us up, as usual. 8) the pretty girl danced. 9) xilin didnt do her extra turn. 10) the tibetans didnt cross the line (quoting gtang).

on a whole, our last performance was 99.7% perfect. this makes it.. perfect. who said we couldnt do the impossible. thankyou god for being with me, i know i couldnt do it alone.

this is influential. see how i numbered my points? for the pass week i have been writing, "things to be done" and listing everything. everyone has been so helpful. thanks girls once again. it was so so fun. evenlyn and the twothirteen girls were a big help. everything i didnt want to do, i just chucked with them. haha.. nah, they're my extra tentacles. my favourite part was.. actually, i loved every moment of it. went out there to remind them bout light and sound check and dumped it on gtang while i gave the mcs makeovers. we were in the room playing with the heated curler and glitter. my pretty mc abandoned my hair after the lopsided curls appeared. in there, we listened to super loud techno music (thanks. -_-) while watching someone danced on stage to disco lights. gen, its not you right? i'm guessing renying. haha~ so funny.

the most ironic thing was giving timechecks to everyone without a watch. -shh-

the four slices of pizza more than made up for all those missed meals.

i wanna write so much i cant organise my thoughts neatly. standing in there sure made my feet hurt bad, (think i only sat down for dinner). i was so moved absorbing the moments, the steps, the music, the lights.. all in perfect synchrony. i almost teared. let me be on stage again. next time, i'm going back as a dancer. no. i wanna do both!!

i guess the three hours of sleep the night before didnt do too bad. dont know why i was so awake too. i wasnt scared. not then anw, just during.

i wanna squeeze your soft squishy nose!!

Saturday, June 05, 2004

i'm scared. i'm nervous. i wont screw up tmr. no room for mistakes. that's what i told the girls. and i wont let anyone down. perfection. that's all i want. its not too hard.. right?

my eyebags and dark under eye circles are showing. i look like a monkey. i dont look like this on normal schooldays. i look horrible. no wonder he keeps asking me to sleep. but i cant. i keep waking at strange hours like four and six. please let everything run smoothly tmr.

i'm so crazy when i reach back. the funny faces i make are enough to scare anyone. hopei dont get anymore nightmares.. about myself and lighting cues too. i'm starting to speak in cue-talk now. and.. go! -slaps- i hope i dont fall asleep during the show tmr. cheryl, you can do it. -prays-

so thankful for tonight. thank god for overseeing everything. some changes to be made for the smoother running of everything. -mental note- i should stop being so bossy. but its the job, and i'm fitting into it. yes yes, well done cheryl. :) chengteng just sounds so.. unsure. i cant help but reprimand when she doesnt listen. oh well..

rain, -pause- not bad.

i'm starting to sprout rubbish. i shall go now. this is truly an amazing experience. i love every single one. they've helped so so much.. shuying's pretty. goodnight.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

gtang said i was a good sm. like real.. i was so blur throughout la. and i scolded them for the finale. i called the wrong cue for the modern dancers. but everything was so slow and i wanted to leave so.. heh~ anw, i dont want to have lunch with him. jialing.. he's all your's! haha~

thanks to all my favourite friends, you know who you are.. lionel didnt forget after all. he blames me. -bish-

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